Some call it pay forward or karma. As the saying goes, " Thou shall not do, what you want others to do unto you" However, I must say, if your doing good deeds, blessings will surely pour around you. But, be careful on your intentions, because every inch of action you does. Our dear Lord sees it. It is much appreciated if you do good things that comes from within. It means you sacrifice or help others, because you want it to happen and because your heart dictates it to help that needy person.
What does TEN fold means? It meant something like the universe coincide with every move you make. Whatever you give but if you will return 10x more stronger. The universal law dictates that everything you do will affect other person. It's not the same way, but, it will reflect it back to you. Somehow as you ignore it, it turns out to be naturally crafted by your own design that created to suit your actions.
So, next time you planned to do evil things to other person or hurt others. Think this way. Yes it will not harm you. Others, will be tearfully aching on your particular actions. Later, in years. Soon, you will reap what you sow. So, be good and it's much overwhelming to see that blessings showers you because you created a World filled with compassion, kindness and love. happy 10 fold journey...
January 8, 2009
January 5, 2009
The Glory of Friendship
People told me that you can find treasures on Earth. When, you dug on a mine 60 ft below filled with diamonds and Gold. Some says if you reach heaven, you can find jewels of happiness crowning your head as you reach the hands of our creator. While, pirates finds a map, fought and travel around each island to find hidden treasures in the caves or in ancient ships sunk hundred feet below the ocean floor.
However, I dwell in the joy of having a friend. Whenever, I share my deepest feelings, struggling times, personal pain, joy and suffering that we both celebrate the goal of having a successful life, love and career. That is all shared and remembered. The sincerity and real friendship are more valuable than any possessions in this World. So, I inspired others to find the Gold. A real Beauty of Friendship that last forever. A joy that brings a cheerful melody that entails the true meaning of Friendship.
One that never frets
One that never pitied others failures
One that never thinks his/her own interest
One that communicates with a heart
One that has humility and compassion to give love
One that gives trust and loyalty
One that encourages to live life and positively
One that marks real intentions of true friendship
To sum it up: The Glory of Friendship exists beyond time. All pains could be heal at the right hour and place. This is the Story that I wanted to share that determines how great is to have a True Friend.
We grew up together on the same neighborhood. Her Mom died when she was 7 years old. She had never experienced having a mom on her side. Even she had a Dad, she never felt she is loved especially when her Second Mom came. Ordinarily, we play after school that’s why we became so close. She became my Best friend and even like a Sister. Indeed, every Christmas and New Year we both celebrate it joyously. During our child hood days, life is easy and fun. As years goes by. We went to different Colleges, have new set of friends. But, days had been less. I have been busy in my Studies and so concentrated on achieving my dreams that I have forgotten a Friend who loves me dearly. We lost our connections. We misinterpret our own actions and we lost our Friendship. I cried for losing her and I have never valued her so much. I accepted my mistakes for losing her. I apologized but she never accepts so I let destiny takes its course.
Until, a tragic incident happens. Her Grandmother died. Maybe, God directs our way for us to rekindle our Friendship. Time heal all wounds as they say. Still, our love and compassion are in our hearts. All words are inexpressible. We just embrace so tight and cried, were best of friends again. Now, she had a 3 year old girl, though sometimes she visits and lived with us. She has been a part of our Family. Her Child had been our Angel who gives us joy on our turmoil world and loneliness. Marian comforts me during those times that I wanted to give up because of too much obligations in Family, Work, Love and Career. She and her child cheer up my mom to shift her depression stage into a cheerful glow. She tells me to hold on to our dear Lord and be hopeful that we can surpass all this trials we had. Vice versa, I have been a great adviser to her in terms of her Husband’s dilemma and her confused stage if she will pursue teaching or not. I have been there to comfort her and give her a pat on the head when her decisions are drifting its path. I’ve been very vocal on her mistakes on her marriage.
Though, I believe, even our communications snaps out again. I can determine that we can trust and always be there to each other, no matter what happens we will always care and love each other. Our friendship will remain strong. We may lose our way. But, For In our hearts, our genuine friendship, love and trust will always remain. We value each other. We value our True Friendship. I found the Glory of Friendship Like I found Christ in her.
However, I dwell in the joy of having a friend. Whenever, I share my deepest feelings, struggling times, personal pain, joy and suffering that we both celebrate the goal of having a successful life, love and career. That is all shared and remembered. The sincerity and real friendship are more valuable than any possessions in this World. So, I inspired others to find the Gold. A real Beauty of Friendship that last forever. A joy that brings a cheerful melody that entails the true meaning of Friendship.
One that never frets
One that never pitied others failures
One that never thinks his/her own interest
One that communicates with a heart
One that has humility and compassion to give love
One that gives trust and loyalty
One that encourages to live life and positively
One that marks real intentions of true friendship
To sum it up: The Glory of Friendship exists beyond time. All pains could be heal at the right hour and place. This is the Story that I wanted to share that determines how great is to have a True Friend.
We grew up together on the same neighborhood. Her Mom died when she was 7 years old. She had never experienced having a mom on her side. Even she had a Dad, she never felt she is loved especially when her Second Mom came. Ordinarily, we play after school that’s why we became so close. She became my Best friend and even like a Sister. Indeed, every Christmas and New Year we both celebrate it joyously. During our child hood days, life is easy and fun. As years goes by. We went to different Colleges, have new set of friends. But, days had been less. I have been busy in my Studies and so concentrated on achieving my dreams that I have forgotten a Friend who loves me dearly. We lost our connections. We misinterpret our own actions and we lost our Friendship. I cried for losing her and I have never valued her so much. I accepted my mistakes for losing her. I apologized but she never accepts so I let destiny takes its course.
Until, a tragic incident happens. Her Grandmother died. Maybe, God directs our way for us to rekindle our Friendship. Time heal all wounds as they say. Still, our love and compassion are in our hearts. All words are inexpressible. We just embrace so tight and cried, were best of friends again. Now, she had a 3 year old girl, though sometimes she visits and lived with us. She has been a part of our Family. Her Child had been our Angel who gives us joy on our turmoil world and loneliness. Marian comforts me during those times that I wanted to give up because of too much obligations in Family, Work, Love and Career. She and her child cheer up my mom to shift her depression stage into a cheerful glow. She tells me to hold on to our dear Lord and be hopeful that we can surpass all this trials we had. Vice versa, I have been a great adviser to her in terms of her Husband’s dilemma and her confused stage if she will pursue teaching or not. I have been there to comfort her and give her a pat on the head when her decisions are drifting its path. I’ve been very vocal on her mistakes on her marriage.
Though, I believe, even our communications snaps out again. I can determine that we can trust and always be there to each other, no matter what happens we will always care and love each other. Our friendship will remain strong. We may lose our way. But, For In our hearts, our genuine friendship, love and trust will always remain. We value each other. We value our True Friendship. I found the Glory of Friendship Like I found Christ in her.
A Filipina in Lebanon: A Hero in our Generation!
When I was in Duty, I met this strange girl last December 30, 2008 in Rizal’s day, a double Holiday at NAIA. When Emirate Airline Passengers arrived, we all monitored their temperature. As time pass by. I decided to comfort myself and excrete some water left in my bladder. But, before, I managed to do it, I was bothered by the noise of a lady passenger who came from Lebanon, she continued to tell story about her life. Yes, I met a unique, 24 year old girl, she talks intensively and continuously, with a 2 layered coat for winter dress, a fine boots and a well-dressed design clothes, it’s like she drunk an energy drink that makes her to be so hyperactive and so alive. Yet, she had too much anger and hatred within to a fellow Filipina, her co-worker. She talks about her job in Lebanon, how she was loved by her Master, how he love her husband and family she left in the Philippines and how she learn how to speak Arabic and French. I was so surprised how she managed to talk so straight and voice out all her sentiments. Even the janitress thought she’s losing her mind. But, we concluded that she’s having an anxiety attack of too much homesick in a foreign country.
I guess, too kindness and ignorance can make a person fragile and so vulnerable. At young age, with that experience, oftentimes, you end up depressed and lonely. I believe she’s a loving daughter, kind and a friendly person that acts so indifferently. But, I can sense her Heart of Gold. She might experience a lot of hardships, pains and tears but I can feel that she’s a good and loving person. As I prayed she will be well and be happy this coming 2009.
I’ve tried to accompany her to Medical Clinic with Michelle on my side, to check if her BP rises up because she talk’s so much. Yes, I smiled because I’m amazed how she acts and speaks. But, within I pitied her and I wanted to help her to be happy and calm herself down because she is here in the Philippines now. She is Home now with her Family. I hope she will find love, peace of mind and happiness this coming year. She’s a Lebanon Worker who dedicates and sacrificed herself for a great future for her Family. May Good things happen this year for her and for her Family.
Then, weeks later, I read an article in the newspaper stated Filipinos working illegally in the country of Lebanon, then, I remembered Rachelle. She’s one of those Filipina who works independently just to fight the poverty and financial crisis in the Philippines. All Filipinos are going out in the country to find green pastures. They take risk for their family’s sake. OFW are the new living heroes of our generations. I salute them. May our Government recognized and value all the works of All Overseas Filipino Workers because they are the most higher percentage that gives revenues for the Philippine Government.
I guess, too kindness and ignorance can make a person fragile and so vulnerable. At young age, with that experience, oftentimes, you end up depressed and lonely. I believe she’s a loving daughter, kind and a friendly person that acts so indifferently. But, I can sense her Heart of Gold. She might experience a lot of hardships, pains and tears but I can feel that she’s a good and loving person. As I prayed she will be well and be happy this coming 2009.
I’ve tried to accompany her to Medical Clinic with Michelle on my side, to check if her BP rises up because she talk’s so much. Yes, I smiled because I’m amazed how she acts and speaks. But, within I pitied her and I wanted to help her to be happy and calm herself down because she is here in the Philippines now. She is Home now with her Family. I hope she will find love, peace of mind and happiness this coming year. She’s a Lebanon Worker who dedicates and sacrificed herself for a great future for her Family. May Good things happen this year for her and for her Family.
Then, weeks later, I read an article in the newspaper stated Filipinos working illegally in the country of Lebanon, then, I remembered Rachelle. She’s one of those Filipina who works independently just to fight the poverty and financial crisis in the Philippines. All Filipinos are going out in the country to find green pastures. They take risk for their family’s sake. OFW are the new living heroes of our generations. I salute them. May our Government recognized and value all the works of All Overseas Filipino Workers because they are the most higher percentage that gives revenues for the Philippine Government.
January 1, 2009
A New Beginning this 2009
Now, it's 2009. Time eludes so quickly like the wind that only touches your skin.
A New day to start a delightful event to Cherish, Hope, find Serenity and regain new fond Happiness, Success in Career and even in Love.
Thirty-Five minutes is left on my Digital Clock before January 2, 2009 strikes.
Yes, indeed. We celebrated the New Year with good food, many small round fruits , sweet delights of salad and graham , couple of ham, chicken and roasted sirloin.
The event was filled with joy with my Mom, Dad, siblings like Donna and Jun, together with Marian my Best friend and her baby kid Tintin, she's my kid too anyway and Donna's New Boyfriend Andrew.
The Air is filled with Joy, for next year. A New family Member will be born, to bring Hope, Love, Comfort and Real Happiness and Contentment.
I thanked our dear Lord for the food we had shared in the table , for the guidance and love he gave all throughout the year and that he may continue to bless us all with his Love, Comfort and his Holy Spirit.
After, the colorful fireworks displayed on the clouds on our Second Floor. We ate our Media Noche and prayed. Then, Tintin wants to take a sleep. her Mom along her side. As I waited for her, she never came out in the room. probably, she slept, she's tired of all the preparation.
So, I was left alone, watching DVD of Anaconda 3 and Made Of Honor. I can't believe on January. I was alone , watching, eating the Ham and Salad while drinking some shut of Generoso Brandy in the sofa.
Well, Life still goes on. Time still ticks. Like the movie I watched. I want someone who will love me, whom I trust and whom who will truly care. Those are my lines, the exact dialoque that I always say towards my Sister and Friends. Even, Alone, single or Married, Love still echoes in my heart.....
I wished this 2009 will be a beautiful, exciting, independent , romantic year for me. I know, I'm not getting any younger that I need to say "I do". But, I hope with our dear Lord helping and guiding me each step I make. I'll be able to choose or someone will came by to be my Loving and faithful Husband.
My Hopes are high, as high as my Faith In God. May all the Families be joyous in simple life, be content and be satisfied on what they have, Good Health, Love and Peace may reign the entire Human Race and all through out the World.
Happy New year...Cheers to 2009....Year of the Ox!!!!!!!!
A New day to start a delightful event to Cherish, Hope, find Serenity and regain new fond Happiness, Success in Career and even in Love.
Thirty-Five minutes is left on my Digital Clock before January 2, 2009 strikes.
Yes, indeed. We celebrated the New Year with good food, many small round fruits , sweet delights of salad and graham , couple of ham, chicken and roasted sirloin.
The event was filled with joy with my Mom, Dad, siblings like Donna and Jun, together with Marian my Best friend and her baby kid Tintin, she's my kid too anyway and Donna's New Boyfriend Andrew.
The Air is filled with Joy, for next year. A New family Member will be born, to bring Hope, Love, Comfort and Real Happiness and Contentment.
I thanked our dear Lord for the food we had shared in the table , for the guidance and love he gave all throughout the year and that he may continue to bless us all with his Love, Comfort and his Holy Spirit.
After, the colorful fireworks displayed on the clouds on our Second Floor. We ate our Media Noche and prayed. Then, Tintin wants to take a sleep. her Mom along her side. As I waited for her, she never came out in the room. probably, she slept, she's tired of all the preparation.
So, I was left alone, watching DVD of Anaconda 3 and Made Of Honor. I can't believe on January. I was alone , watching, eating the Ham and Salad while drinking some shut of Generoso Brandy in the sofa.
Well, Life still goes on. Time still ticks. Like the movie I watched. I want someone who will love me, whom I trust and whom who will truly care. Those are my lines, the exact dialoque that I always say towards my Sister and Friends. Even, Alone, single or Married, Love still echoes in my heart.....
I wished this 2009 will be a beautiful, exciting, independent , romantic year for me. I know, I'm not getting any younger that I need to say "I do". But, I hope with our dear Lord helping and guiding me each step I make. I'll be able to choose or someone will came by to be my Loving and faithful Husband.
My Hopes are high, as high as my Faith In God. May all the Families be joyous in simple life, be content and be satisfied on what they have, Good Health, Love and Peace may reign the entire Human Race and all through out the World.
Happy New year...Cheers to 2009....Year of the Ox!!!!!!!!
December 29, 2008
A Shadow Christmas
Beneath the wall of decors, the blinking lights of Christmas Tree, the cheerful smile that can brighten up the spirit of Christmas. It’s another holiday, to be joyous and be filled with hope, love and peace. While, other families, welcome the birth of Christ with only simplicity and love. While, others share it with abundance food set on a long table. I am happy. I celebrated the season with my mom, brother and sister and also with a dad who only think of himself. But, life continues, you can’t be sad, if one can’t be complete or be committed to the family, rather than to accept things without faking the joy that where doing fine. However, Christmas will be over. Another year comes to start new beginnings, to share a love that is true! Filled with commitment and no shadow will befall and be scared to see things had been change for better or for worst.
December 19, 2008
Jolly Day for a Jollibee Day
It was a happy day for me. A once in a lifetime experience, I could help and see a child smile in a Children's Hospital as I gave them or accompany the Jollibee Mascot touring around the vicinity ward. I really won't missed that day, even I'm tired from a 24 Hour duty at terminal 3. I won't let that day slipped into my hands. That December 14, 2008, the most memorable event of my life. I have seen a smile on a child's eye, that certain look and laughter that I'll remember for the rest of my life. I have not contributed anything financially on that Children's Party but the time and effort that I gave maybe sufficient, for me to say I have done a good part and that I love helping them as a NGO Volunteer because no words could explain the happiness I felt.
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Yes,Indeed. My one wish had come true. Mrs. Gonzales had interviewed me already.
I have started to mingle with those poor and sick child. I guess, they have touch my life in different way that I should always remember that I need to be thankful for I am well, with healthy life and with the love and support of my Family.
I've been looking for ways to be happy, but, on that wonderful day. Even, I'm tired and so sleepy. I felt the energy rushing on my system because I love what I'm doing. I can't explain how joyful my heart is, all I know, I'm so thankful that I have time to spend it with them...
To see the smile and the warmth embrace they gave to the JOLLIBEE MASCOT, I can sense how happy they are, even they felt enormous pain on their body as a young child. I believe on that great day, their hearts are filled with Joy.
Thank you Lord for giving me that moment...
,
Yes,Indeed. My one wish had come true. Mrs. Gonzales had interviewed me already.
I have started to mingle with those poor and sick child. I guess, they have touch my life in different way that I should always remember that I need to be thankful for I am well, with healthy life and with the love and support of my Family.
I've been looking for ways to be happy, but, on that wonderful day. Even, I'm tired and so sleepy. I felt the energy rushing on my system because I love what I'm doing. I can't explain how joyful my heart is, all I know, I'm so thankful that I have time to spend it with them...
To see the smile and the warmth embrace they gave to the JOLLIBEE MASCOT, I can sense how happy they are, even they felt enormous pain on their body as a young child. I believe on that great day, their hearts are filled with Joy.
Thank you Lord for giving me that moment...
November 26, 2008
Why do girls attracts Men who doesn’t knew how to love?
Why do girls attracts Men who doesn’t knew how to love?
By: Seraphimblue
It truly does, a magnet attracts two opposite poles. But, what if you attract the same charge you had. It’s amazing but it simply does apply to the real world. The Law of Attraction really does fit for your own set of record.
Yes, there were times. Some, lady wished to have a good and serious conversation. Share some insight, learn new things and try some new sports or hobby to be familiar of how mankind does his own move.
But, as we face the rules of cyber world, even it’s indefinite, unreal and imaginative. One might caught in addiction, chatting, sharing vivid ideas or creating a new world of their own. A conference Room where only two or more people hooked up having and sharing the same set of ideas, naughty thoughts, dreams and inspirations. They end up liking or just be as completely stranger.
Be aware of people who disguise themselves as Friendly and good in nature but it turns out that they are not the people you knew they are. Don’t simply base a person through a conversation, not only in writing or opinions. Watch out their words, don’t be deceived. Watch out their style of lies.
Though it bothers my senses, so I tried to do some researched and test some men. If there are real Man who really doesn’t knew how to Love.
There is one guy, his young, gorgeous, fabulous at work and in family, intelligent, speak so wisely, secretive individual, a loner, manipulative, a programmer of their own thinking, selfish in denial, Self-centered, Ego tripping, wealth gupping, a well achiever, ambitious in nature. A Wise individual who experience to fight their own life. A man who survived death, who doesn’t shared his grief and happiness. A good and caring friend but no ideal loving partner. His been a special friend for almost 2 years now , an ex-military young men.
The second one is, a man who plays around with girls, a bachelor at age of 30 and up, who loves to chat and meet woman online, one who seeks freedom, no commitment, no definition of love, loving is indefinite word for him, intelligent in nature but narrow-minded in thinking, cannot be influence, a man who resides alone, happiness seem by having new gadgets and games. A mind of test and maze, he do things on his own will, doesn’t care of anyone, afraid to the real world of relationship and commitment, stubborn and unreal to his self, Self-preserve, cannot be treasured as a friend even us intimate partner. A casual friend, a stranger on the site.
So, be cautious with those kind of men. Some women can’t help to fall in love with their charm and intelligence could easily won a girl’s heart. Yes, indeed it’s positive. It could happen. The sad part is they fell on the trap and ending up being hurt. There is 60 percent probability, that a women attracts the same set of attitudes and characteristics they have. Why do girls magnetize those kind of men, because they let them be part of their life, they knew the signs but they ignore. Some ladies fall in love because some hope for a fairy tale ending. But, they end up choosing the wrong man and they attract it themselves due to fears and unreal commitment they make.
But, I believe there is still goodness in one’s heart. Love could be learn if one can be able to sacrifice for their own happiness. People should learn give real love, sincere and honest love even the other half would not return it all.
By: Seraphimblue
It truly does, a magnet attracts two opposite poles. But, what if you attract the same charge you had. It’s amazing but it simply does apply to the real world. The Law of Attraction really does fit for your own set of record.
Yes, there were times. Some, lady wished to have a good and serious conversation. Share some insight, learn new things and try some new sports or hobby to be familiar of how mankind does his own move.
But, as we face the rules of cyber world, even it’s indefinite, unreal and imaginative. One might caught in addiction, chatting, sharing vivid ideas or creating a new world of their own. A conference Room where only two or more people hooked up having and sharing the same set of ideas, naughty thoughts, dreams and inspirations. They end up liking or just be as completely stranger.
Be aware of people who disguise themselves as Friendly and good in nature but it turns out that they are not the people you knew they are. Don’t simply base a person through a conversation, not only in writing or opinions. Watch out their words, don’t be deceived. Watch out their style of lies.
Though it bothers my senses, so I tried to do some researched and test some men. If there are real Man who really doesn’t knew how to Love.
There is one guy, his young, gorgeous, fabulous at work and in family, intelligent, speak so wisely, secretive individual, a loner, manipulative, a programmer of their own thinking, selfish in denial, Self-centered, Ego tripping, wealth gupping, a well achiever, ambitious in nature. A Wise individual who experience to fight their own life. A man who survived death, who doesn’t shared his grief and happiness. A good and caring friend but no ideal loving partner. His been a special friend for almost 2 years now , an ex-military young men.
The second one is, a man who plays around with girls, a bachelor at age of 30 and up, who loves to chat and meet woman online, one who seeks freedom, no commitment, no definition of love, loving is indefinite word for him, intelligent in nature but narrow-minded in thinking, cannot be influence, a man who resides alone, happiness seem by having new gadgets and games. A mind of test and maze, he do things on his own will, doesn’t care of anyone, afraid to the real world of relationship and commitment, stubborn and unreal to his self, Self-preserve, cannot be treasured as a friend even us intimate partner. A casual friend, a stranger on the site.
So, be cautious with those kind of men. Some women can’t help to fall in love with their charm and intelligence could easily won a girl’s heart. Yes, indeed it’s positive. It could happen. The sad part is they fell on the trap and ending up being hurt. There is 60 percent probability, that a women attracts the same set of attitudes and characteristics they have. Why do girls magnetize those kind of men, because they let them be part of their life, they knew the signs but they ignore. Some ladies fall in love because some hope for a fairy tale ending. But, they end up choosing the wrong man and they attract it themselves due to fears and unreal commitment they make.
But, I believe there is still goodness in one’s heart. Love could be learn if one can be able to sacrifice for their own happiness. People should learn give real love, sincere and honest love even the other half would not return it all.
November 25, 2008
Delayed PT Volunteer
I never knew, if its coincidence or fate, how come my interview at the NGO personnel delayed each day. My friend keeps texting me to come and get dressed for the interview, either the person had a meeting at DOH, absent or sick and my Interview will be postponed and be dated another week. Does my Angel whispered me that I need to postponed my volunteer work at Children's Hospital or should I wait for the right hour.
Life is filled with mysteries.
Now, my insomnia attacks again. I end up sleeping at 2am. I'm filled with worries that my mind keeps thinking even if my body wants to rest and sleep. I can't explain, but my anxiety blows again. Should I discard my feelings and focused on what I want. But, how can I concentrate? If I'm filled with fears. I guess, I need to pray harder and to have faith. Life is filled with struggles. I've been very busy being responsible to all the problem that arises. Sometimes, I forget myself. I end up being unhappy but I can't do anything to stop being lonely inside. It seems, I'm searching things that I couldn't find. All my life, there are hundreds of delays. I can't even count.
My charity works delays my existence. I'm afraid of new changes, but, need to accept the new challenges that I need to partake. I really need to be patient and let me look for some inspiration. I hope, I'll find it sooner. Delays makes me evaluate myself more. Until, I arrive at a point, where everything aligns all path and I'll be happy in the end. Wishing my PT volunteer works will be granted for my new learning and spiritual growth.
Life is filled with mysteries.
Now, my insomnia attacks again. I end up sleeping at 2am. I'm filled with worries that my mind keeps thinking even if my body wants to rest and sleep. I can't explain, but my anxiety blows again. Should I discard my feelings and focused on what I want. But, how can I concentrate? If I'm filled with fears. I guess, I need to pray harder and to have faith. Life is filled with struggles. I've been very busy being responsible to all the problem that arises. Sometimes, I forget myself. I end up being unhappy but I can't do anything to stop being lonely inside. It seems, I'm searching things that I couldn't find. All my life, there are hundreds of delays. I can't even count.
My charity works delays my existence. I'm afraid of new changes, but, need to accept the new challenges that I need to partake. I really need to be patient and let me look for some inspiration. I hope, I'll find it sooner. Delays makes me evaluate myself more. Until, I arrive at a point, where everything aligns all path and I'll be happy in the end. Wishing my PT volunteer works will be granted for my new learning and spiritual growth.
November 22, 2008
Hold my hand, Never let it Go—Said God
Oftentimes,I asked various questions that battling my mind. But , none of those have been answered. Whenever I grief for a failed wish of a good career or a success of an exam. A past failures , a broken heart, bad relationship which makes me hanging in a catatonic episode of my life. Even it’s in my heart desire to fulfill such goals. It never happens. But, I continue to move on.
Even it seems so inevitable or explicable, it may seem so imaginary that my mind made up, that makes my life so miserable, that others can’t figure out my actions. Yes, Indeed, I’m filled with worries and fear from the past events. But, still, I continue to be anxious. Then, I remember a story of a daughter and his father.
Then, the story goes:
Father and daughter were crossing a narrow bridge.
Father asked the child to hold his hand, as they crossed.
So, the child would never fall and lost any grip.
Daughter said, “No, dad. You hold my hand.”
Father asked, “What’s the difference if you hold my hand
rather than I hold yours?”
Daughter said, “If I hold your hand.
I might let go. But, if you hold my hand,
you’ll never let me go!”
Sometimes, we intend to lose the grip. Certainly, We lost hope to continue life and struggle to some challenges of Life. But, Our Savior, Father in Heaven continues to love us unconditonally.
No matter, how many times, we fell on the ground, his rod stick are there to help us to stand. We might let go, but, he will be ready to reach us and embrace us tight because we are his children and he love us dearly.
As I seek my confidence and discovered myself. I have search and look for ways to enlighten my soul, to lift my hearts and mind to unite and think well compassionately. I learn to remember the story.
A delighted hope, that whenever we lose faith , there is someone up above , smiling and ready to accept our weaknesses and failures. We just need to ask and never let go of his hand.
Even it seems so inevitable or explicable, it may seem so imaginary that my mind made up, that makes my life so miserable, that others can’t figure out my actions. Yes, Indeed, I’m filled with worries and fear from the past events. But, still, I continue to be anxious. Then, I remember a story of a daughter and his father.
Then, the story goes:
Father and daughter were crossing a narrow bridge.
Father asked the child to hold his hand, as they crossed.
So, the child would never fall and lost any grip.
Daughter said, “No, dad. You hold my hand.”
Father asked, “What’s the difference if you hold my hand
rather than I hold yours?”
Daughter said, “If I hold your hand.
I might let go. But, if you hold my hand,
you’ll never let me go!”
Sometimes, we intend to lose the grip. Certainly, We lost hope to continue life and struggle to some challenges of Life. But, Our Savior, Father in Heaven continues to love us unconditonally.
No matter, how many times, we fell on the ground, his rod stick are there to help us to stand. We might let go, but, he will be ready to reach us and embrace us tight because we are his children and he love us dearly.
As I seek my confidence and discovered myself. I have search and look for ways to enlighten my soul, to lift my hearts and mind to unite and think well compassionately. I learn to remember the story.
A delighted hope, that whenever we lose faith , there is someone up above , smiling and ready to accept our weaknesses and failures. We just need to ask and never let go of his hand.
November 21, 2008
A Seminar & a Fake Infatuation
Last November 18 at 2:30 pm , I was in St.Luke's Hospital at Cathedral Heights Auditorium 1 for a Seminar about COPD and Quit cessation of Smoking. I was invited by a Chief PT of the other Hospital. The day was so wonderful, it's the time where I could meet again my old pal Girlie and Marizza in My UP Manila Refresher Course, time to catch things up. Even, it's quite painful to reminince the old PT Board Exam. But, I have given hope to pursue my dreams. I guess, there is a reason why PT is still keeping me back into alignment, where my heart belongs. While, the day was filled with new knowledge ahead, aside the place was so prestigious because of the Hospital Name. Some facts,I have learned and some exercises that can be useful with patients having a Chronic obstructive pulmonary disease patients, that I'll be encountering soon in my practice and it can be beneficial.
As well as, I could teach it to my parents as well. As I have taken some notes for me to remember and browse. With a good meal and a lot of Pharmaceutical Give aways like sanitizer, medicines and tissue, what else could be? Fabulous souvenirs....it ends at 6pm, quite dark and I have a long way to go. still, need to travel for about 3 hours in Cavite.
Then, I decided to visit Nazareno , the famous and loving Quaipo Church, its been a while, since I went there to pray and I missed being on that place, it gives me serenity, joy and it comforts me, just sitting at the bench chairs of the church and looking at his face. I felt his Love for me.
At the same time , I need to meet some special guy, the Broadcaster Commentator whom I met on Tagged website. Well, As I met him, wearing a white polo and Maong pants,I never expected that he could be fast, as fast and loud as his personality. His cute,has long shape nose, cute two dimples, a sweet sleepy eyes and a hunky body type with strong biceps muscles.. that i love to hug. Actually, his fine with me, but, the sad part, He is too proud of himself and too insensitive. Maybe, love collides and he is not the right man for me. but, still, I prefer to go on dating until the right Man came in my life...
As well as, I could teach it to my parents as well. As I have taken some notes for me to remember and browse. With a good meal and a lot of Pharmaceutical Give aways like sanitizer, medicines and tissue, what else could be? Fabulous souvenirs....it ends at 6pm, quite dark and I have a long way to go. still, need to travel for about 3 hours in Cavite.
Then, I decided to visit Nazareno , the famous and loving Quaipo Church, its been a while, since I went there to pray and I missed being on that place, it gives me serenity, joy and it comforts me, just sitting at the bench chairs of the church and looking at his face. I felt his Love for me.
At the same time , I need to meet some special guy, the Broadcaster Commentator whom I met on Tagged website. Well, As I met him, wearing a white polo and Maong pants,I never expected that he could be fast, as fast and loud as his personality. His cute,has long shape nose, cute two dimples, a sweet sleepy eyes and a hunky body type with strong biceps muscles.. that i love to hug. Actually, his fine with me, but, the sad part, He is too proud of himself and too insensitive. Maybe, love collides and he is not the right man for me. but, still, I prefer to go on dating until the right Man came in my life...
November 15, 2008
Men are scared of commitments!
Nowadays, its difficult to find someone who can truly accept who you are! Who accept your weaknesses, who understand the real you and the things that you love doing almost every day. It's sad to say, that most men are looking for someone to play around. They mingle to women who are not so serious at all. Men are usually afraid of having a commitment. I believe that they are simply afraid of the responsibility their going to undergo. Women looks for someone who can truly love them, who listens to all their stories, to accompany them whenever they go out, to share some interesting new fad, who can treat them right decently and faithfully. Whom they can be comfortably staying all night listening to a favorite tune. But, men are opposite, they watched and observed our body language. They knew our signs. They knew if we like them, then, their fangs are marked within our skins.They can easily attached their venom so the poison runs into our circulation. Until, they are hooked up and we are too. However,we need to remember that we need to be careful. Sometimes, we need to value and learn to be more appreciative and be more observant of their actions. Sometimes, women should listen to their voices and watched for every move they make. Maybe, someday, if they met the right one for them. They can easily give their hearts. They're full attention and they are willing to sacrifice just to win a woman's love for eternally. It could happen, if you believe, it will happen. True love could exist in a Man's Heart and fears will be blown away. A Conversation goes like this: "you should just walk it on your mind to get to know how you make all these things happen before you can even understand-he says:
Then, I replied:
its your decision to make it happen
it starts in the mind,,then in the heart.....
Commitment comes naturally in one's heart, like sacrifices comes unknowingly. It delivers you to a completely different world filled with joy and everlasting true love. Men could learn to love, if the stone of hearts fall on their head so hard.
Then, I replied:
its your decision to make it happen
it starts in the mind,,then in the heart.....
Commitment comes naturally in one's heart, like sacrifices comes unknowingly. It delivers you to a completely different world filled with joy and everlasting true love. Men could learn to love, if the stone of hearts fall on their head so hard.
November 11, 2008
A Tagged for Ante
You keep on browsing for a beautiful lady on net. But, you end up searching for your heart. Your daily routine, grasp different opinions and comment, does your heart really felt the strong emotions. With your love voice, an echo broadcast, plays a tiring and fulfilled day. Happiness remain constant in one's heart because you do best in your craft. A call interprets one soul, intentions are unclear but friendship can grow. Maybe, there is a sweet connections and only God determines, if spirits attracts two poles. Serendipity may occur. Time would set the course. A tag was made, a love can behold or uphold. Only two choices are made. It's within our hearts, to let love flood in. It's our decision to hold or let go. So, just simply tagged in, my dear new friend, Ante.
November 10, 2008
A Pound for Goodness
If a person was forced or pulled into a post, would you remain constant, controlled or follow the power it holds you. Will you try to exchange your trysting place into a busy day. If your determine to say yes,will you able to sacrifice for others to be in good shape, where they need your help? Would you comply and bent the rules? Or just simply sent a request to your supervisor because your just doing the right thing, ahead of their knowledge with your sincere respect. Yesterday,It's a great blessing. I have decided to be posted in another terminal due to lack of people on that said day. Its a good decision, aside, my stomach was so full of numerous drinks, kuwaiti food and pancit for dinner. I'm blessed because all of those things are free. Our Doctors and Assistant are so generous, kind and thoughtful. Surely, they knew how to handle their subordinates. I'm very thankful for them. Happiness filled my hearts, I have ample time to catch up things with my fellow colleague and a good friend of mine. We share ideas and opinions towards certain incidents that occur. One factor, that shows her real attitude is towards money. She had a bigger view in terms of earning her hard cash. She wants all to be accounted.I believe she value her earned salary for working dedicatedly.However, I'm proud of her. She only wants the money that we all shared must be used accordingly.
The day was great, there are laughters and giggles. Loud voices and simple cute quarrels are heard. I'm so blessed, I have help someone. I don't know, but, helping other people comes to me so naturally. It feels so light upon rendering service. You can't explain the happiness and fulfillment. I guess, a little pound wouldn't hurt as an exchange of goodness. It's a heart whelming episode upon receiving simple gift from up above and he knows how sincere my intentions are. But, I'm not asking for any reward. A simple thank you and a smile of a child brighten up my day. Everything ends with light joy. I wanted to have a wonderful duty and indeed comes true. To serve others, to extend good things to them without expecting any reward in return. But, angelically, gifts poured from heaven.
The day was great, there are laughters and giggles. Loud voices and simple cute quarrels are heard. I'm so blessed, I have help someone. I don't know, but, helping other people comes to me so naturally. It feels so light upon rendering service. You can't explain the happiness and fulfillment. I guess, a little pound wouldn't hurt as an exchange of goodness. It's a heart whelming episode upon receiving simple gift from up above and he knows how sincere my intentions are. But, I'm not asking for any reward. A simple thank you and a smile of a child brighten up my day. Everything ends with light joy. I wanted to have a wonderful duty and indeed comes true. To serve others, to extend good things to them without expecting any reward in return. But, angelically, gifts poured from heaven.
November 5, 2008
Everything happens for a reason
When a pot of flowers fell on your head in a high rise building? When you lost your wallet on your way to work? When your trapped in a pit hole where construction site is going? When your interview dress is filled with vomit of a crying baby? When your stock in a heavy traffic going to your first interview? When a fire broke at your office at 7 in the morning? When a typhoon came as u log out in your company? When everything you do, doesn't work for a day. How can you cope? Maybe, you can end up saying. Everything happens for a reason. Is there any real purpose, why certain situation happens? What if that scenario,delays you to do things for your own goodness. It delays you to continue your work. You need to listen in your intuition. It might get worst, if you won't listen to a whisper of your own angels.You can never tell.Your life could be at stake. Thou, sometimes, you hold your own opinions. you already figure out, the results. But, your too blind to see it. Too stubborn to prevent the mishap. To lazy to follow such another path. To pride that strucks like lightning in the end. But, to sum it up. I believe, everything has its own reasons. Everything has their own purpose. Some might regret the consequence, some might look for other alternatives. I wondered, it's your own will to follow or not. You hold your own key in your hand. So, face the inevitable. Be Brave and have that confidence in you......
November 3, 2008
Work or Visit My Grandma, What will it Be?
A Decision,a commitment to hold. But,where should I stand? I have already think a thousand times. I arrived at a good conclusion last Sunday morning. Yes, I went to go for work. I need to attend my duty.I have already prayed and asked my deceased Lola that I can't visit her at Heritage Park. I need to work. With all the loans and cut salaries. I really need to be there at Terminal 2. I guess, sometimes, we need to decide whether we need to go or just paused, think, what is best for everyone. Family is my main priority but, we can't be together all the time. I need to do some sacrifices for the benefit of our Family. I believe that my Loving Grandma understands. She knew that I need t go for work and I knew that she loves me and still,she is watching over us. I Love my Lola so much and no matter what happens. She will alway be in my heart and her memories will always be lingered. Though sometimes , I really miss her. But, I knew she is Ok, she is with our dear Father in Heaven with my Grandpa, Auntie and other Lola's, she is happy with them. So, I prayed for their spirits that is all I can give, a peace and with comfort and loving hearts.
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