Hold my hand, Never let it Go—Said God

Oftentimes,I asked various questions that battling my mind. But , none of those have been answered. Whenever I grief for a failed wish of a good career or a success of an exam. A past failures , a broken heart, bad relationship which makes me hanging in a catatonic episode of my life. Even it’s in my heart desire to fulfill such goals. It never happens. But, I continue to move on.

Even it seems so inevitable or explicable, it may seem so imaginary that my mind made up, that makes my life so miserable, that others can’t figure out my actions. Yes, Indeed, I’m filled with worries and fear from the past events. But, still, I continue to be anxious. Then, I remember a story of a daughter and his father.
Then, the story goes:

Father and daughter were crossing a narrow bridge.
Father asked the child to hold his hand, as they crossed.
So, the child would never fall and lost any grip.
Daughter said, “No, dad. You hold my hand.”
Father asked, “What’s the difference if you hold my hand
rather than I hold yours?”
Daughter said, “If I hold your hand.
I might let go. But, if you hold my hand,
you’ll never let me go!”

Sometimes, we intend to lose the grip. Certainly, We lost hope to continue life and struggle to some challenges of Life. But, Our Savior, Father in Heaven continues to love us unconditonally.

No matter, how many times, we fell on the ground, his rod stick are there to help us to stand. We might let go, but, he will be ready to reach us and embrace us tight because we are his children and he love us dearly.

As I seek my confidence and discovered myself. I have search and look for ways to enlighten my soul, to lift my hearts and mind to unite and think well compassionately. I learn to remember the story.

A delighted hope, that whenever we lose faith , there is someone up above , smiling and ready to accept our weaknesses and failures. We just need to ask and never let go of his hand.

A Seminar & a Fake Infatuation

Last November 18 at 2:30 pm , I was in St.Luke's Hospital at Cathedral Heights Auditorium 1 for a Seminar about COPD and Quit cessation of Smoking. I was invited by a Chief PT of the other Hospital. The day was so wonderful, it's the time where I could meet again my old pal Girlie and Marizza in My UP Manila Refresher Course, time to catch things up. Even, it's quite painful to reminince the old PT Board Exam. But, I have given hope to pursue my dreams. I guess, there is a reason why PT is still keeping me back into alignment, where my heart belongs. While, the day was filled with new knowledge ahead, aside the place was so prestigious because of the Hospital Name. Some facts,I have learned and some exercises that can be useful with patients having a Chronic obstructive pulmonary disease patients, that I'll be encountering soon in my practice and it can be beneficial.

As well as, I could teach it to my parents as well. As I have taken some notes for me to remember and browse. With a good meal and a lot of Pharmaceutical Give aways like sanitizer, medicines and tissue, what else could be? Fabulous souvenirs....it ends at 6pm, quite dark and I have a long way to go. still, need to travel for about 3 hours in Cavite.

Then, I decided to visit Nazareno , the famous and loving Quaipo Church, its been a while, since I went there to pray and I missed being on that place, it gives me serenity, joy and it comforts me, just sitting at the bench chairs of the church and looking at his face. I felt his Love for me.

At the same time , I need to meet some special guy, the Broadcaster Commentator whom I met on Tagged website. Well, As I met him, wearing a white polo and Maong pants,I never expected that he could be fast, as fast and loud as his personality. His cute,has long shape nose, cute two dimples, a sweet sleepy eyes and a hunky body type with strong biceps muscles.. that i love to hug. Actually, his fine with me, but, the sad part, He is too proud of himself and too insensitive. Maybe, love collides and he is not the right man for me. but, still, I prefer to go on dating until the right Man came in my life...