10 Years of Love Crashed Away

If Love was supposed to last for a Lifetime. Why does anyone fall out of love? And the misery starts when pain grows each day. As you remember the old times, the laughter and the embrace that you bought gave. Come what may, Love prevails. Even there are persons whose against with the relationship. One truly in love fights for true and endless love. Some say, if your meant to love each other, even how many times you break up or lose your way. There will come a time, that your cross road will meet. That if destiny is in your hand. No mater how many decades, you didn't seen each other. Love will still be the same. Love will still gives another chance. Love will blossom even how many decades passes by. If one truly decides to be together, no one can ever dictates, no one can never stop the love you have for each other. But, it always have to be a decision of two souls, two soul mates must meet in one path, one genuine love must stay on each hearts. A lifetime decision to be together, filled with hope, faith , respect and most of all, a love that is everlasting. I may fall out of Love due to a lot of reasons. Still, I learn to open my Heart. As I noticed, that even 10 years of relationship could not mean forever. Years can't be an evidence for Love to stay. Yes, the pain are so enormous, that you want to die instantly. However, a man or a woman should discard that mindset. Even how hurtful it can be. You will still live, you can still hope and most of all you could learn to love again. Maybe, there is someone meant for you. maybe, she/he is there for you to learn to love yourself more, maybe, you need to replace the old you, maybe, no one can love you , the way she/he did. But, to sum it all. You learn to love, you learn to offer yourself , you learn to sacrifice and let her/him go. It is not because you don't love him/her but, you need to tell yourself. it is enough. I need to move on, without you. To see things, without you. To feel things, without you. To grow, without you, To be thankful, without you.I remember my past heartaches. But, I learn to forgive and hope that there will be someone who will truly love me. As I watched, a sibling crushed his heart to a sad song. I only wished for him, to hold on and to trust in God's plan. Pain is a temporary emotions, you can't dwell on it forever. A 10 Years of a relationship can be gone for just blink of an eye. But, I tell you. It is worth the journey because you learn to love. That is the most precious thing that even our dear creator gave us.

I'm not hired but I gain Friends

What are they looking for? Are they looking for a star quality appearance. A voice of Drew Barrymore, an accent of Hugh Grant. A face of Mandy Moore. Yesterday, I was so dissapointed but happy as well. I only have 2 minutes and the exam will start at 10am. Luckily, I had taken the exam. I was successful, I passed the first one, then into 15 persons we are left with 6. I'm included with that group. A second exam came. The funny thing is, its 20 minutes with 80 questions. I can't figure out, how fast are their clock, it feels like its not 20 min. I have not answered the second page. Then, the girl gets out and get all our papers. Then, there is a radio for our 3rd exam. Then, we listen to a conversation and a multiple choice exam are taken. After, a few minutes,they called one guy. Then, all person whose left in their chair are the one's who does not qualified. The HR told us that we can apply for 3 months again. I can't believe that I failed. I hate to say but with that fast clock they have I should have passed. Well, better next time and next company, I may say. That's what I did, with a new friend beside me. Dra. Mes, we went in another company. But, sadly. The HR girl, has the ability and charm to make believe that you can be really hired on their company. She has the ability for you to hope, the way her actions does, her twinkling eyes, her smile and the way she communicate. The way she pronounces each words coming out from her mouth tells us that we can be qualified. But, in the end, our hopes failed.She want us to be honest and personal. But, to sum it up. She is choosy , she is finding something, she is looking for someone quite the same with her. Someone whom she believe who has the star quality factor for being a Call Center Agent. Can't u believe, we are 4 Medical Allied and one Engr. She doesn't hired us all. We had spoken courteously and intelligently. But, we failed. Then, we went to another company. We wished that the interviewer will be nice, but sadly she is starving and with bad luck the one who interviewed me on the phone. Is the girl who interviewed us. That's the moment I feel that I'm not belong. Maybe, there's a right job for me , waiting. Something that I could be useful. A job worth with my commitment and passion. I failed all the Interviews but I gain new friends, perhaps, a new girlfriend for my brother. I thank God for the experience. To be good at my craft, to be blessed on what I have, to learn to wait for the right job created on my skills. I still created a positive attitude towards a new understanding of what things I can't have or things that I can achieved.

First Call from so called Mr. Sweetie

So many clicks. But,only one guy noticed my Angel. A tagged profile was beautifully made. Angel concepts parades my web. Perhaps, a stranger from another country. But, one race connects us together. Yes, he can speak the same language. Then, one call was heard. It started a new beginning, friendship of sweetness, familiarity and compatibility are still running. Soon, it will be tested at the right time and at the right place. Even one laugh, one joke, one song and one expression voices out that certain bond begins. He called me "Sweetie" and I called him "Mr.Sweetie".Maybe, both Mouse clicks because we belong to a place where plane parks in a hangar. Where only engines of care are heard? Where sweet talks and romantic caress are missed-out? At this moment, Both Worlds are faraway. At this hour, timezones are unique. While, you look ways to reach a certain horizon for us to be together, only in words or calls. As you browse a page,you noticed a sweet , cute sensible soul? You reach my hand and until you whisper to my ear, the words I longed to hear. Are you sincere or your fooling me around. Nobody knows what your heart's desire. Until then, I wanna hear you sing me a song again, "Angels brought me here?"...as I comply you might be the one who answered my prayers.