If Love should be given unconditionally with no doubts and fear. Why do I end my day with sadness? If the Church teaches us how to love and share that kind of compassion. Why do sometimes I lose Hope? There are many reasons that contributes my indifferent actions and emotions. So I Oftenly, take steps that ruined my ordinary day. I wanted to get out from my shell, to gained back the child I was. The timid, shy, innocent, loving and sweet girl they knew. But, how, If all I see is fear, financial burden, career displacement and impossible dreams to come true. So, I finished my boring day, browsing a book or surfing the net to enlighten and brighten up my senses, just to feel happy or create a facade of Joy.
Indeed, happiness is within us. No one can dictate, things, persons or any incidents that could make you smile or be grateful. But, life is so terrific and wonderful. Our dear Lord created us through his unconditional love. So, we could realize and learn from him to share and convey love to one another. While, it needs to begin on Us. But, how can we express our mission to love and care for each other. If there are a lot of walls beneath our hearts that makes the cobwebs that pulls us down into loneliness, guilt, hatred, jealousy and most especially fear of loving.
Indeed, Love is all around us. If we are willing to accept the love the other person is giving. By looking into simple creations, smile of a child, a glee of romantic melody, a music that invites a pop of dance, a laugh or cute giggles of group of friends, accompanying an old lady in stairs. Does it matter, can it give a joy. I knew ,it can, if I let it, in my heart.
As an Angel whispers to my ear. She said, "O passing Angel, speed me with a song, A melody of heaven to reach my heart and rouse me the race and make me strong" by Christina Rosseti.
I seldom noticed to be grateful and thankful. But, I prayed that whenever I feel tremendous loneliness empowering my soul. They will be there to calm, give me comfort and let me be filled with love and happiness. It had been their promise and they did make it come true every single moment of my life.....and I'm thankful for that each breath I take each minute of my incredible and angelically filled life.
