New Baby AC: A Miracle Labor

Last, May 21, 2009 at 4:43am, My sister gave birth to a healthy cute & sweet little girl. However, my mom first saw the little Angel, with little blood on the nursery room near the Operating Room, while, the Nurse is cleaning up the child.. Her name is Alessandria Cassiel Regino Tugade, she was the baby girl of my youngest sister Ma. Donna. The labor is quite difficult. The event was so intense and so tiring but the result is quite touching and overwhelming. We went to the Hospital on May 20, 2009 at 1:30 pm in the afternoon. I can't believe that my sister is carrying her child for 10 months. Yes, indeed, it's quite overdue for the baby in her womb that is why we decided to go and let the baby be delivered on the exact Ultra Sound date at May 20, 2009.

I can sense into my nerves how nervous my mom is. How she felt the pain that my sister will be encountering such labor pain for a normal delivery.

But, it's not easy. She was admitted at 2pm, then, we came into the a small room with only small electric fan hanging on the wall because there are no available air conditioned room at those time. So,we bear the burden and heat of the summer. But, it's fine with us as long as my sister delivered the baby well.

Donna left us at 8:00 pm for her to be induced. As, the Medical Doctor do some Initial Evaluation to check how many centimeter the pelvis inlet had open. But, sadly, it's just 2cm wide, not enough for a baby to be fit because it should be 9cm.
My Mom and I visited her at the Labor Room, the nurses are all taking good care of her and monitoring all the vital signs of the baby and my sister. Even, she's so thirsty, she patiently prayed and take the moment as it is for the baby to be perfectly healthy.

However, we are left in the small room. Sweating so hard, while, we sleep and rest for a while. My mom continue to worried and even argue if my sister and the child is doing fine the whole evening. As we asked the nursing station, if both of them are safe. With the Lord's guidance, they are both well and sleeping soundly.

On the following morning, we checked my sister's upstairs. Sadly, the pelvis had just open up for 1 cm only. That is why my mom is so worried and afraid for the child and her daughter that they might be weak because of long hours of labor. No response had taken. Until, my mom decided that she needs to talked to her Obstetrician, her Doctor that she need to deliver the baby before 8pm that night or else. We can never tell what will happen. We need to prevent some terrible things to happen because my mom had the same scenario when she was pregnant with my sister Donna.

So, the Lady Doctor, decided to do some x-ray for the pelvic inlet, if they will continue to be in normal delivery or Cesarian. But, my mom became so anxious because our money is not enough to pay the bills because we knew that my sister is on normal delivery. Then, the result came, the pelvic inlet is too small for the baby and if the doctor will force it, her uterus will explode. So, the Doctor told us that it is need to be operated for cesarian. Even, our budget is too short. Our dear Father in Heaven gave us blessings and grace. He use some people to help us. My Aunt who came from Hawaii send some money to help us and I called my Uncle who is Attorney to help us too and he agreed so the following day before we discharged with the Angels guiding us. We paid the bills and the remaining balance will be paid to other people who lend us some for my sister's pregnancy.

I believe that if we prayed within our hearts. Our Father Almighty will guide and comfort us. With all our adversity and troubles, He never abandon us. He loves us so much that he will not forsaken us. We just need to ask and knock because his ears are ready to listen and his heart are wide open to embrace us. His unconditional love and grace surrounds us always.

At present, I have taken the new role of an Aunt to my pretty cute niece named AC. As I embraced, kissed, cradle and feed her. I want her to feel how much I love her and her Mom. She might not have a father but my love and support will never changed because I simply love her unconditionally. Our house had brighten up, a new love and hope surrounds us all, with love and faith in our Savior, dear Lord. As, I thank him for making them safe and healthy. May the Good Lord guide us always. May Mama Mary and all my saints pray for us always. May our Angels watches and comforts us.

I thank thee with all my heart and strong faith in God reign forever....

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Angel Number Sequence

Angels are divine spirits who cares and watches over our adversities and our loneliness. They cheer up in mystrerious ways. Be touched and feel their wings embracing you. Here’s a list of Angel Number for you to read. Reflect and realized that once in your life, You have been touched by an Angel:

Number Sequences From The Angels
by Doreen Virtue, Ph.D.

The angels do their best to get our attention and to communicate with us. In this way, they help us heal our own lives. However, we often discount the signs they give us, writing them off as mere coincidences or our imagination. The angels say: “We can’t write our messages to you in the sky. You’ve got to pay attention and believe when you see any patterns forming in your life — especially in response to any questions or prayers you’ve posed. When you hear the same song repeatedly or see the same number sequence, who do you think is behind this? Your angels, of course!”

Your angels often communicate messages to you by showing you sequences of numbers. They do this in two ways. First, they subtly whisper in your ear so you’ll look up in time to notice the clock’s time or a phone number on a billboard. The angels hope you’ll be aware that you’re seeing this same number sequence repeatedly. For instance, you may frequently see the number sequence 111, and it seems every time you look at a clock the time reads 1:11 or 11:11.

The second way in which angels show you meaningful number sequences is by physically arranging for, say, a car to drive in front of you that has a specific license plate number they want you to see. Those who are aware of this phenomenon become adept at reading the meaning of various license plates. In this way, the angels will actually give you detailed messages. Here are the basic meanings of various number sequences. However, your own angels will tell you if your situation holds a different meaning for you. Ask your angels, “What are you trying to tell me?” and they’ll happily give you additional information to help decode their numeric meanings.

111 — Monitor your thoughts carefully, and be sure to only think about what you want, not what you don’t want. This sequence is a sign that there is a gate of opportunity opening up, and your thoughts are manifesting into form at record speeds. The 111 is like the bright light of a flash bulb. It means the universe has just taken a snapshot of your thoughts and is manifesting them into form. Are you pleased with what thoughts the universe has captured? If not, correct your thoughts (ask your angels to help you with this if you have difficulty controlling or monitoring your thoughts).

222 — Our newly planted ideas are beginning to grow into reality. Keep watering and nurturing them, and soon they will push through the soil so you can see evidence of your manifestation. In other words, don’t quit five minutes before the miracle. Your manifestation is soon going to be evident to you, so keep up the good work! Keep holding positive thoughts, keep affirming, and continue visualizing.

333 — The Ascended Masters are near you, desiring you to know that you have their help, love, and companionship. Call upon the Ascended Masters often, especially when you see the number 3 patterns around you. Some of the more famous Ascended Masters include: Jesus, Moses, Mary, Quan Yin, and Yogananda.

444 — The angels are surrounding you now, reassuring you of their love and help. Don’t worry because the angels’ help is nearby.

555 — Buckle your seatbelts. A major life change is upon you. This change should not be viewed as being "positive" or "negative," since all change is but a natural part of life’s flow. Perhaps this change is an answer to your prayers, so continue seeing and feeling yourself being at peace.

666 — Your thoughts are out of balance right now, focused too much on the material world. This number sequence asks you to balance your thoughts between heaven and earth. Like the famous "Sermon on the Mount," the angels ask you to focus on spirit and service, and know your material and emotional needs will automatically be met as a result.

777 — The angels applaud you…congratulations, you’re on a roll! Keep up the good work and know your wish is coming true. This is an extremely positive sign and means you should also expect more miracles to occur.

888 — A phase of your life is about to end, and this is a sign to give you forewarning to prepare. This number sequence may mean you are winding up an emotional career, or relationship phase. It also means there is light at the end of the tunnel. In addition, it means, “The crops are ripe. Don’t wait to pick and enjoy them.” In other words, don’t procrastinate making your move or enjoying fruits of your labor.

999 — Completion. This is the end of a big phase in your personal or global life. Also, it is a message to lightworkers involved in Earth healing and means, "Get to work because Mother Earth needs you right now."

000 — A reminder you are one with God, and to feel the presence of your Creator’s love within you. Also, it is a sign that a situation has gone full circle.

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A Bear of Hugs

Love makes the world go round, some people says that. I guess, they are right. I have experienced a couple of times to fall in love. I've been hurt a lot of times but still I have taken the risk to love again. Today, our first Monthsary with Ray, i went to meet him in the mall. I was surprised seeing a Bear Cudler paper bag probably its a gift for our monthsary celebration. How sweet he remembered me! We bought a cake to celebrate it with my family even though they don't know. I was so happy seeing his eyes twinkling. The way he embraced me showing how much he loves me.

I hope this day will never end. I can hear my heart voices out how much I love this Guy. He also had written a love letter that for the first time in his entire life, he lovingly written a letter to the girl she love most and it was so sweet and loving.

I open the paper bag, then, a white bear stuff toy with a pink pillow with words written I love you was appeared in the scenario. I told him, what's the name of the bear so he said, "BEAR BRAND". Then, we laughed. While, I softly open the card and read it. My heart feels so in love. He smiled at me and I embraced him tightly saying the 3 wonderful words, "I LOVE YOU".

We watched Way back into Love and 27th Dresses while eating dinner. I can see the glimpse of his eyes how much he truly love me and appreciated the time we spent together in my own home at our first monthsary. We might not dine at a fabulous restaurant or watch an exciting movie premiere but the time and love we shared this afternoon is quite a lifetime memory of happiness and love that I'll treasure for my whole life.

A Bear of Hugs given to my one and only love....Ray..

Angel Eyes Song- A Depression Stopper

At March 25, 2009,(Wednesday), I wake up early to avoid traffic, with only 4 hours sleep because I have reformatted the PC last evening so my sister could use it while I'm gone from work. Indeed, I was successful but depressed and tired from Friday to Tuesday Job application and interviews. I have flanked the final interview at Teletech Bacoor last Tueday, even if I was terribly afraid of the stiff open air space stairs of the mall, I managed to bring my Mother, my best friend's daughter and even my new boyfriend just to accompany me to climb the fearful flight of steps on that 3day Exams.

I'm sad and frustrated on that said day. I'm thankful that I learned my weaknesses but I lose my confidence to find a new job and it lowers my self-esteem to know what I like most in life and things that interest me best. My body is too weaken, my eyes are too sleepy and my heart beat trembling so fast but my mind still works and thinking of the failures that blinded my whole integrity and pride.

Then, PC started to malfunction . I guess, some wants me to take a rest and I did. After, I wake up. I watched the new episode of Zorro while , a blast of thought came. What If I reformatted the computer then I continue working it. At at the strike of 1:30am, the computer is fully conditioned and the Internet start to work. Thank you to my Angels, they clear my minds.

On the above date I mentioned, a two consecutive songs on the radio flashes a words like "An Angel eyes" in the lyrics and the other one song has a lyrics of Angels too. I guess, they are really cheering me up for a toxic day ahead of me. As I rushed in my room, to dress up my scrub suit , a song echoes in the radio, "try if you do not succeed" try try try again...What does it mean? Is there a message conveying in the air, a message of hope , comfort and love.

I believe, on that wonderful day. My Angels just wanted to tell me not to lose hope. There is a gift for me. Yet to be open, if I'll be patiently waits.

A True Love to Risk

I've never known the exact day, when my heart opens again. But, when I first seen his scintillating eyes and I noticed his innocent and sweet face.
Suddenly, I realized, I'm in love again. Once, an Old lady told me that she wanted to give my cell phone number to a friend whom he trusted.A kind person who knows how to love faithfully. Then, I just laughed. As i speak, I'll just gave the number of my closest girl pal. I believe that we could match them up.So, they could be soul mates. I don't like to have a relationship because I just finish to a complicated incident. I've told her that I'm afraid to love again because I'm too confused about my life and failed goals that depressed me so much. Even, loneliness and desperation occurs in my everyday scenario. I've been brave to fight all the obstacles and all the responsibility. But, having someone to really love me, gives me an overwhelming joy that I wished I would have.

Then, one day, one conversation and one smile.I already gave my number to her, the lady who takes care of a VIP Comfort Room at The Manila International Airport, she's like a second mother to me so I trusted her. Then, she smiled and giggled. She will be praying and wishing that we will like each other. A cupid and a match maker in the making, she giggled with sweetness.

It happen so fast, like a lightning strike, it suddenly hits my heart. Like a cold breeze in the morning, it came, it changed my life and it gives a loving happiness in my heart. The love we shared is so extraordinary and her love comforts my soul and lighten up my day. He inspired me and I inspired him everyday. Every joy , we felt counts all the glitters in the sky. Worries and troubles disappears our way.

I thank God for bringing him into my life and for saying yes to Mother VK. Maybe, If I have not taken the risk to fall in love again, I'm still, lonely and alone. Despite of all the pains and bucket of tears, I have experienced before, I do take another step to love again.

Every single day, I spent with him, is like rays of happiness flown by the wings of an Angel parading in the clouds. His smile and the way he looks at me overpowers the sincerity and innocence of his love for me.

I may not knew, if it will last for eternity but for sure, I'll take care and love him. The moment, he hold my hand in the Church. I have felt the beats of my heart again, longing to show my real and genuine love. As I asked my Angel Uriel a sign, a white featherly thing came floating into the wind. Indeed, Uriel answered me, Ray is like a rays of shine that powers my heart, soul and life. Yet, were new with the relationship, with trust and genuine love, our love will bloom with faith in God, respect, honesty and faithfulness.

I answered Ray, March 3, 2009 and I take the risk to feel that one special True Love.

Single Lady in Valentine's Day

What a day? I wished the clock runs fast. Ordinarily, This is the day for couples in love? Aren't they look good together or some just making a parade just to say they're in a relationship.Am I sound so better or probably expressing my thoughts. Maybe,I don't like this day because I don't have someone special and one more thing I'm not in love. I'm not into this thing for prior reasons. I simply don't wanna be hurt again for 3x in a row.

Life is exciting filled with mysteries.If I could only turn back time.
I'll learn to treasure the love and care a man could give.But, it's one's decision to forgive and forget. Love is given freely, lovingly and devotedly ,most of all faithfully. If one can't be loyal.It's better to be single on this day without any roses,chocolates or dates rather to cry a bucket of tears.

A lovely day to give cheers of people who knows the real meaning of love.For single soul out there.Give yourself a hug. Loneliness will pass, love is just around the corner. Your soul mate is near,just continue to believe.

Happy Heart's day Everyone.

Scuba Diving: A new craze for Philippine Tourist attraction

Philippines, with over 7,000 islands, privileged to be known as Asia’s Diving Capital in the World. A spectacular reef and breathtaking marine life diversity, any professional diver or beginner dreamt to commune and explore the serenity and haven view of underwater world. The magic of our ocean is filled with wonders and well-crafted by creator, an impressive facet for diving. With great splendor and colorful glimpse of our marine biodiversity, the beauty it’s expressively shows how relaxing and enthusiastically be joyful if each man could explore a new world beneath 20 meters deep from land.
Statistics confirms from Philippine Department of Tourism indicates a higher ratio of foreign divers visiting our world-class dive sites. It is said that Philippines is on the top list scuba diving destination in the World. Even researchers mentioned that we had the most abundant marine ecosystem in the pacific region. With our blue waters, it’s the center of global marine diversity rich with different species of colorful fish, indescribable beauty of coral and reefs, dolphins, whales, Nesting Hawksbills and Green sea turtle. Scuba Diving is a refreshing way of sport or hobby that indulged a great path towards appreciating the explicable wonders of nature. A new exciting world beyond are imagination.
Several dive sites are known by their extinctive beauty. The extensive wealth of marine life is being photograph and viewed in cables and websites. Seeing the most diverse aquatic ecosystem in the world completes a water adventure.

The most spectacular Top 5 Scuba Diving Sites vacation in the Philippines are located in the following area: Tubatahha Reef, Coron, Palawan , Apo Reef, Malapascua, Cebu and in Anilao, Batangas. Those are excellent diving sites destination that even travelers around the archipelago exclusively discovering a rare and incredible scene. Most Dive Masters describes it amazingly beautiful.

Humanitarian Works of PNRC sabotage by Bandits

Where are the hearts of mankind? Are they totally lost by poverty, greed or cruelty? Is there goodness left in their hearts? Why do people who do good things harm by others? Why do they think of themselves only? I do have a charitable Heart. I felt the joy and love of helping people in need. Seeing a poor and smiling Child, brings me peace and comfort. How grateful is to experience the touch and smile of people you share your life.

But, if your caught in a cage in the arms of men who used their hatred to manipulate and destroy lives. How can you reach other’s who poorly need of your comfort. How can you expand your care? If you’re own life is at risk. Rather you pretend to be naïve or be pitied to those who violate human rights. They are too blind to know the real meaning of love and camaraderie. Unless, they dwell and be grateful for the volunteers who give overwhelming care and support, they misled and destroy one’s trust.

PNRC had been a charitable institution whose mission is to extend their love and support to the needy, a God given answer for all the necessities in disasters and poor families trap in wars and famine, to enlighten the hopeless and teach education for poor children, to convey peace and light in less fortunate nations. However, if their good works is at risk. If they need to sacrifice their own life and their vow is to help and give their whole being in charitable act for mankind. How can they continue to savor and experience the true meaning of giving, if other person’s doesn’t accept their pure heart.

Their mission is to save lives and feed the hunger, shelter the homeless and give support to families. Indeed, charity and good heart will be rewarded by God in Heaven. He heals all pains, he give love and shelter in times of troubles and famine. No one can see how grateful your work had accomplished but it will bounce back in you a hundred fold.


Still, May the PNRC crew freed by their captors, for the sake of humanitarian values and love of mankind. May they remember their roots, the true meaning of compassion and brotherhood. May they learn to value ones lives. I believe they have their own motives and principles, they act according to it. But, may peace and unity linger in their hearts. As I prayed that their mind will shift from hatred into love. That’s what it takes to have a peaceful world to live in.

Facade of fake joy

If Love should be given unconditionally with no doubts and fear. Why do I end my day with sadness? If the Church teaches us how to love and share that kind of compassion. Why do sometimes I lose Hope? There are many reasons that contributes my indifferent actions and emotions. So I Oftenly, take steps that ruined my ordinary day. I wanted to get out from my shell, to gained back the child I was. The timid, shy, innocent, loving and sweet girl they knew. But, how, If all I see is fear, financial burden, career displacement and impossible dreams to come true. So, I finished my boring day, browsing a book or surfing the net to enlighten and brighten up my senses, just to feel happy or create a facade of Joy.

Indeed, happiness is within us. No one can dictate, things, persons or any incidents that could make you smile or be grateful. But, life is so terrific and wonderful. Our dear Lord created us through his unconditional love. So, we could realize and learn from him to share and convey love to one another. While, it needs to begin on Us. But, how can we express our mission to love and care for each other. If there are a lot of walls beneath our hearts that makes the cobwebs that pulls us down into loneliness, guilt, hatred, jealousy and most especially fear of loving.

Indeed, Love is all around us. If we are willing to accept the love the other person is giving. By looking into simple creations, smile of a child, a glee of romantic melody, a music that invites a pop of dance, a laugh or cute giggles of group of friends, accompanying an old lady in stairs. Does it matter, can it give a joy. I knew ,it can, if I let it, in my heart.

As an Angel whispers to my ear. She said, "O passing Angel, speed me with a song, A melody of heaven to reach my heart and rouse me the race and make me strong" by Christina Rosseti.

I seldom noticed to be grateful and thankful. But, I prayed that whenever I feel tremendous loneliness empowering my soul. They will be there to calm, give me comfort and let me be filled with love and happiness. It had been their promise and they did make it come true every single moment of my life.....and I'm thankful for that each breath I take each minute of my incredible and angelically filled life.

The Law of Ten Fold Return

Some call it pay forward or karma. As the saying goes, " Thou shall not do, what you want others to do unto you" However, I must say, if your doing good deeds, blessings will surely pour around you. But, be careful on your intentions, because every inch of action you does. Our dear Lord sees it. It is much appreciated if you do good things that comes from within. It means you sacrifice or help others, because you want it to happen and because your heart dictates it to help that needy person.

What does TEN fold means? It meant something like the universe coincide with every move you make. Whatever you give but if you will return 10x more stronger. The universal law dictates that everything you do will affect other person. It's not the same way, but, it will reflect it back to you. Somehow as you ignore it, it turns out to be naturally crafted by your own design that created to suit your actions.

So, next time you planned to do evil things to other person or hurt others. Think this way. Yes it will not harm you. Others, will be tearfully aching on your particular actions. Later, in years. Soon, you will reap what you sow. So, be good and it's much overwhelming to see that blessings showers you because you created a World filled with compassion, kindness and love. happy 10 fold journey...

The Glory of Friendship

People told me that you can find treasures on Earth. When, you dug on a mine 60 ft below filled with diamonds and Gold. Some says if you reach heaven, you can find jewels of happiness crowning your head as you reach the hands of our creator. While, pirates finds a map, fought and travel around each island to find hidden treasures in the caves or in ancient ships sunk hundred feet below the ocean floor.

However, I dwell in the joy of having a friend. Whenever, I share my deepest feelings, struggling times, personal pain, joy and suffering that we both celebrate the goal of having a successful life, love and career. That is all shared and remembered. The sincerity and real friendship are more valuable than any possessions in this World. So, I inspired others to find the Gold. A real Beauty of Friendship that last forever. A joy that brings a cheerful melody that entails the true meaning of Friendship.

One that never frets
One that never pitied others failures
One that never thinks his/her own interest
One that communicates with a heart
One that has humility and compassion to give love
One that gives trust and loyalty
One that encourages to live life and positively
One that marks real intentions of true friendship

To sum it up: The Glory of Friendship exists beyond time. All pains could be heal at the right hour and place. This is the Story that I wanted to share that determines how great is to have a True Friend.

We grew up together on the same neighborhood. Her Mom died when she was 7 years old. She had never experienced having a mom on her side. Even she had a Dad, she never felt she is loved especially when her Second Mom came. Ordinarily, we play after school that’s why we became so close. She became my Best friend and even like a Sister. Indeed, every Christmas and New Year we both celebrate it joyously. During our child hood days, life is easy and fun. As years goes by. We went to different Colleges, have new set of friends. But, days had been less. I have been busy in my Studies and so concentrated on achieving my dreams that I have forgotten a Friend who loves me dearly. We lost our connections. We misinterpret our own actions and we lost our Friendship. I cried for losing her and I have never valued her so much. I accepted my mistakes for losing her. I apologized but she never accepts so I let destiny takes its course.

Until, a tragic incident happens. Her Grandmother died. Maybe, God directs our way for us to rekindle our Friendship. Time heal all wounds as they say. Still, our love and compassion are in our hearts. All words are inexpressible. We just embrace so tight and cried, were best of friends again. Now, she had a 3 year old girl, though sometimes she visits and lived with us. She has been a part of our Family. Her Child had been our Angel who gives us joy on our turmoil world and loneliness. Marian comforts me during those times that I wanted to give up because of too much obligations in Family, Work, Love and Career. She and her child cheer up my mom to shift her depression stage into a cheerful glow. She tells me to hold on to our dear Lord and be hopeful that we can surpass all this trials we had. Vice versa, I have been a great adviser to her in terms of her Husband’s dilemma and her confused stage if she will pursue teaching or not. I have been there to comfort her and give her a pat on the head when her decisions are drifting its path. I’ve been very vocal on her mistakes on her marriage.

Though, I believe, even our communications snaps out again. I can determine that we can trust and always be there to each other, no matter what happens we will always care and love each other. Our friendship will remain strong. We may lose our way. But, For In our hearts, our genuine friendship, love and trust will always remain. We value each other. We value our True Friendship. I found the Glory of Friendship Like I found Christ in her.

A Filipina in Lebanon: A Hero in our Generation!

When I was in Duty, I met this strange girl last December 30, 2008 in Rizal’s day, a double Holiday at NAIA. When Emirate Airline Passengers arrived, we all monitored their temperature. As time pass by. I decided to comfort myself and excrete some water left in my bladder. But, before, I managed to do it, I was bothered by the noise of a lady passenger who came from Lebanon, she continued to tell story about her life. Yes, I met a unique, 24 year old girl, she talks intensively and continuously, with a 2 layered coat for winter dress, a fine boots and a well-dressed design clothes, it’s like she drunk an energy drink that makes her to be so hyperactive and so alive. Yet, she had too much anger and hatred within to a fellow Filipina, her co-worker. She talks about her job in Lebanon, how she was loved by her Master, how he love her husband and family she left in the Philippines and how she learn how to speak Arabic and French. I was so surprised how she managed to talk so straight and voice out all her sentiments. Even the janitress thought she’s losing her mind. But, we concluded that she’s having an anxiety attack of too much homesick in a foreign country.

I guess, too kindness and ignorance can make a person fragile and so vulnerable. At young age, with that experience, oftentimes, you end up depressed and lonely. I believe she’s a loving daughter, kind and a friendly person that acts so indifferently. But, I can sense her Heart of Gold. She might experience a lot of hardships, pains and tears but I can feel that she’s a good and loving person. As I prayed she will be well and be happy this coming 2009.

I’ve tried to accompany her to Medical Clinic with Michelle on my side, to check if her BP rises up because she talk’s so much. Yes, I smiled because I’m amazed how she acts and speaks. But, within I pitied her and I wanted to help her to be happy and calm herself down because she is here in the Philippines now. She is Home now with her Family. I hope she will find love, peace of mind and happiness this coming year. She’s a Lebanon Worker who dedicates and sacrificed herself for a great future for her Family. May Good things happen this year for her and for her Family.

Then, weeks later, I read an article in the newspaper stated Filipinos working illegally in the country of Lebanon, then, I remembered Rachelle. She’s one of those Filipina who works independently just to fight the poverty and financial crisis in the Philippines. All Filipinos are going out in the country to find green pastures. They take risk for their family’s sake. OFW are the new living heroes of our generations. I salute them. May our Government recognized and value all the works of All Overseas Filipino Workers because they are the most higher percentage that gives revenues for the Philippine Government.

A New Beginning this 2009

Now, it's 2009. Time eludes so quickly like the wind that only touches your skin.
A New day to start a delightful event to Cherish, Hope, find Serenity and regain new fond Happiness, Success in Career and even in Love.

Thirty-Five minutes is left on my Digital Clock before January 2, 2009 strikes.
Yes, indeed. We celebrated the New Year with good food, many small round fruits , sweet delights of salad and graham , couple of ham, chicken and roasted sirloin.
The event was filled with joy with my Mom, Dad, siblings like Donna and Jun, together with Marian my Best friend and her baby kid Tintin, she's my kid too anyway and Donna's New Boyfriend Andrew.

The Air is filled with Joy, for next year. A New family Member will be born, to bring Hope, Love, Comfort and Real Happiness and Contentment.

I thanked our dear Lord for the food we had shared in the table , for the guidance and love he gave all throughout the year and that he may continue to bless us all with his Love, Comfort and his Holy Spirit.

After, the colorful fireworks displayed on the clouds on our Second Floor. We ate our Media Noche and prayed. Then, Tintin wants to take a sleep. her Mom along her side. As I waited for her, she never came out in the room. probably, she slept, she's tired of all the preparation.

So, I was left alone, watching DVD of Anaconda 3 and Made Of Honor. I can't believe on January. I was alone , watching, eating the Ham and Salad while drinking some shut of Generoso Brandy in the sofa.

Well, Life still goes on. Time still ticks. Like the movie I watched. I want someone who will love me, whom I trust and whom who will truly care. Those are my lines, the exact dialoque that I always say towards my Sister and Friends. Even, Alone, single or Married, Love still echoes in my heart.....

I wished this 2009 will be a beautiful, exciting, independent , romantic year for me. I know, I'm not getting any younger that I need to say "I do". But, I hope with our dear Lord helping and guiding me each step I make. I'll be able to choose or someone will came by to be my Loving and faithful Husband.

My Hopes are high, as high as my Faith In God. May all the Families be joyous in simple life, be content and be satisfied on what they have, Good Health, Love and Peace may reign the entire Human Race and all through out the World.

Happy New year...Cheers to 2009....Year of the Ox!!!!!!!!