I've never known the exact day, when my heart opens again. But, when I first seen his scintillating eyes and I noticed his innocent and sweet face.
Suddenly, I realized, I'm in love again. Once, an Old lady told me that she wanted to give my cell phone number to a friend whom he trusted.A kind person who knows how to love faithfully. Then, I just laughed. As i speak, I'll just gave the number of my closest girl pal. I believe that we could match them up.So, they could be soul mates. I don't like to have a relationship because I just finish to a complicated incident. I've told her that I'm afraid to love again because I'm too confused about my life and failed goals that depressed me so much. Even, loneliness and desperation occurs in my everyday scenario. I've been brave to fight all the obstacles and all the responsibility. But, having someone to really love me, gives me an overwhelming joy that I wished I would have.
Then, one day, one conversation and one smile.I already gave my number to her, the lady who takes care of a VIP Comfort Room at The Manila International Airport, she's like a second mother to me so I trusted her. Then, she smiled and giggled. She will be praying and wishing that we will like each other. A cupid and a match maker in the making, she giggled with sweetness.
It happen so fast, like a lightning strike, it suddenly hits my heart. Like a cold breeze in the morning, it came, it changed my life and it gives a loving happiness in my heart. The love we shared is so extraordinary and her love comforts my soul and lighten up my day. He inspired me and I inspired him everyday. Every joy , we felt counts all the glitters in the sky. Worries and troubles disappears our way.
I thank God for bringing him into my life and for saying yes to Mother VK. Maybe, If I have not taken the risk to fall in love again, I'm still, lonely and alone. Despite of all the pains and bucket of tears, I have experienced before, I do take another step to love again.
Every single day, I spent with him, is like rays of happiness flown by the wings of an Angel parading in the clouds. His smile and the way he looks at me overpowers the sincerity and innocence of his love for me.
I may not knew, if it will last for eternity but for sure, I'll take care and love him. The moment, he hold my hand in the Church. I have felt the beats of my heart again, longing to show my real and genuine love. As I asked my Angel Uriel a sign, a white featherly thing came floating into the wind. Indeed, Uriel answered me, Ray is like a rays of shine that powers my heart, soul and life. Yet, were new with the relationship, with trust and genuine love, our love will bloom with faith in God, respect, honesty and faithfulness.
I answered Ray, March 3, 2009 and I take the risk to feel that one special True Love.
