November 26, 2008

Why do girls attracts Men who doesn’t knew how to love?

Why do girls attracts Men who doesn’t knew how to love?
By: Seraphimblue

It truly does, a magnet attracts two opposite poles. But, what if you attract the same charge you had. It’s amazing but it simply does apply to the real world. The Law of Attraction really does fit for your own set of record.
Yes, there were times. Some, lady wished to have a good and serious conversation. Share some insight, learn new things and try some new sports or hobby to be familiar of how mankind does his own move.

But, as we face the rules of cyber world, even it’s indefinite, unreal and imaginative. One might caught in addiction, chatting, sharing vivid ideas or creating a new world of their own. A conference Room where only two or more people hooked up having and sharing the same set of ideas, naughty thoughts, dreams and inspirations. They end up liking or just be as completely stranger.

Be aware of people who disguise themselves as Friendly and good in nature but it turns out that they are not the people you knew they are. Don’t simply base a person through a conversation, not only in writing or opinions. Watch out their words, don’t be deceived. Watch out their style of lies.

Though it bothers my senses, so I tried to do some researched and test some men. If there are real Man who really doesn’t knew how to Love.

There is one guy, his young, gorgeous, fabulous at work and in family, intelligent, speak so wisely, secretive individual, a loner, manipulative, a programmer of their own thinking, selfish in denial, Self-centered, Ego tripping, wealth gupping, a well achiever, ambitious in nature. A Wise individual who experience to fight their own life. A man who survived death, who doesn’t shared his grief and happiness. A good and caring friend but no ideal loving partner. His been a special friend for almost 2 years now , an ex-military young men.

The second one is, a man who plays around with girls, a bachelor at age of 30 and up, who loves to chat and meet woman online, one who seeks freedom, no commitment, no definition of love, loving is indefinite word for him, intelligent in nature but narrow-minded in thinking, cannot be influence, a man who resides alone, happiness seem by having new gadgets and games. A mind of test and maze, he do things on his own will, doesn’t care of anyone, afraid to the real world of relationship and commitment, stubborn and unreal to his self, Self-preserve, cannot be treasured as a friend even us intimate partner. A casual friend, a stranger on the site.

So, be cautious with those kind of men. Some women can’t help to fall in love with their charm and intelligence could easily won a girl’s heart. Yes, indeed it’s positive. It could happen. The sad part is they fell on the trap and ending up being hurt. There is 60 percent probability, that a women attracts the same set of attitudes and characteristics they have. Why do girls magnetize those kind of men, because they let them be part of their life, they knew the signs but they ignore. Some ladies fall in love because some hope for a fairy tale ending. But, they end up choosing the wrong man and they attract it themselves due to fears and unreal commitment they make.

But, I believe there is still goodness in one’s heart. Love could be learn if one can be able to sacrifice for their own happiness. People should learn give real love, sincere and honest love even the other half would not return it all.

November 25, 2008

Delayed PT Volunteer

I never knew, if its coincidence or fate, how come my interview at the NGO personnel delayed each day. My friend keeps texting me to come and get dressed for the interview, either the person had a meeting at DOH, absent or sick and my Interview will be postponed and be dated another week. Does my Angel whispered me that I need to postponed my volunteer work at Children's Hospital or should I wait for the right hour.
Life is filled with mysteries.

Now, my insomnia attacks again. I end up sleeping at 2am. I'm filled with worries that my mind keeps thinking even if my body wants to rest and sleep. I can't explain, but my anxiety blows again. Should I discard my feelings and focused on what I want. But, how can I concentrate? If I'm filled with fears. I guess, I need to pray harder and to have faith. Life is filled with struggles. I've been very busy being responsible to all the problem that arises. Sometimes, I forget myself. I end up being unhappy but I can't do anything to stop being lonely inside. It seems, I'm searching things that I couldn't find. All my life, there are hundreds of delays. I can't even count.

My charity works delays my existence. I'm afraid of new changes, but, need to accept the new challenges that I need to partake. I really need to be patient and let me look for some inspiration. I hope, I'll find it sooner. Delays makes me evaluate myself more. Until, I arrive at a point, where everything aligns all path and I'll be happy in the end. Wishing my PT volunteer works will be granted for my new learning and spiritual growth.