DATE: DECEMBER17, 2011
9 mornings: Learning the value of sacrifice, obedience and trusting in him in times of great sadness and trials
DAY 3:
This morning I attend the mass but I was never along. I’m with my sister donna. I’m happy that even I wake up late than her usual time of 2:30 am, my heart was filled with gladness because its like the same old days, attending early mass with my sibling and family as well. Even, I felt so tired that I travelled another dimension again. Well, the mass goes well, with new priest standing in front of the altar.
My heart shouts with glee, as I brilliantly sings praise and joy to our savior. I’m filled with joy because I was able to attend the 3rd day. Even, if my eyes slowly wants to close and sleep; I was able to managed and follow the songs of praise of alleluia and other songs.
The sermon gives a very enormous impact to my well being. Every little words, our priest spokes enlightened my whole being. It’s like a candle burning so bright that it cuts my eyes. I guess, there is no great sacrifice that Papa Jesus had did and also her mother, mama Mary. No man can live up to all the sufferings, they both gave. The acceptance of doing all the chores of responsibility and carrying the child on her womb without any complain, only she gave her whole trust that our dear God will never leave him and forsaken him. She decided to put all her beliefs in him. She patiently says “yes” without doubt and confusion; she obediently carries the baby for the salvation of human kind.
The priest, intricately explain the value of having deep faith in our dear Lord. That any sad eventful days of your life will be no compared of the love he gave to us. That every trial, challenges, problems and frustrations that you felt will turn out to be the best way to be know and be close to him. That no matter what happen, he promises that he would never leave or forsaken you.
The sermon became so interesting; when he elaborately tells about the plan of our dear Lord. That man always makes plan to their future. That no matter how lucid the future it seems to be and whenever a goal or dreams does not comply with the original schedule. There always be his will. Sometime we enormously feel a great fear and coward like actions within ourselves. We end up being stagnant and scared of risking every decision because we are totally not giving up to him. We seldom believe, that the only way to survived in this world is to completely trust in him…..that’s the way it should be and that the only way to truly be close to him.
I felt relieved; but, as I write this I was able to understand slowly; its day 3, after, me and my sister bought a “puto bong bong and lugaw and ate it after the mass at home. Well, I’m glad we did some bonding in simbang gabi.
Miraculously, one miracle happen, a text came by at night; MIAA wants me back. I have my OJT again. I hope and I believe that our dear Lord will bless and guide me. As I worked towards the same premises who broke my heart. May it healed as I go back and worked again. May he guide us all with his love, comfort and understanding…see yah the next morning…
GOD IS GOOD AND LOVING, WE JUST NEED TO BE AWARE OF HIS CALL AND TO OUR CELESTIAL SURROUNDINGS BECAUSE HIS HERE AND EVEN THE LITTLE THING WE SEE, HIS ALL AROUND US!!!!
THANK YOU , PAPA GOD FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR ME!!!PRAISE AND GLORY TO YOU OH LORD!
