Whenever I see a team in a field that works togetehr. I can't help but to recall my memories of a group that I had joined. When I came out in the real world. I never imagined , how harsh and cruel people are. But, I never thought that on the same group I belong, I felt that I'll be grind. That each person that I met has a camelion colors at the back, that for anything else happens they will push you out on the boat or throw you outside the plane that no matter how much you tried to blend on the note, a soprano will rise in a high pitch and an alto will be left behind in a corner of the room. Some people whispered me to hold on the rope, so you won't be lost on a tug of war, but, the intensity continues to speed up, loud and crackling are screaming. I fought abck and pretend that I'm deaf. I tried to face up and walk forward without turning back even when fire starts burning so hot. I lift my heavy load and carry it, as much as I can. But, each stride I take, it makes me feel so worthless, a fragile glass that any moment will breakdown into tiny bits. Yes, indeed, there are joyous times, when I cherished beautiful, sincere and loyal friendship that I may seem genuine, with authentic seal that lasted for a millineum. Those years are previous that can't be replaced by any gold coin that a Rich man has. But, there are dark hours that I managed to surpass and learned from it.
The wisdom I gained was inconquerable by anyone, that within in a society we live in, there are certain agenda, memo and rules that must be implemented courteously and authoritatively by influential people who loves to manipulate the system with little few people that ironically acts as a simple, non-intellectual machinery to them. Some see humans beings as cowards, a remote control, imbecile and in-despensible life form that one clap from the high chair above will be thrown out in garbage truck.
Date Written: February 11,2006
