A Child Like Joy

Everybody has a Child Like actions within. Oftentimes, we ignore the signs but as we grew older. Our hearts became hard as a stone, as genius like the kings or even as selfish like the crocs living in deep forest in Africa. But, how does our heart's grew as self centered and unkind to less fortunate people. Primarily, people oftentimes forgets their past, they forget their roots. They are too proud on what position they have.Seldom, denial strikes that he is fulfilled and happy with material things, fame, power around him.But, Does he really felt happiness within? Can he/she really laughs sincerely? or is he keeping all the tears in the middle of the night. No one can recognized your sadness especially if you demand rules, if you are in command who gives orders, if you are stress-out implementing regulations in a big organization, if you supervised members in a committee and you take all the responsibility to overcharge and dictate to all your subordinates. You have in your hand to do whatever it takes to manipulate and let people follow your command. But, have you listen to your heart lately. Do you feel that there is something incomplete in your life? That you are longing to have and do something creative and relaxing. Can you recognized that you need to stop working and really start living? Does your memories in childhood years lingers within your soul? If you answered, yes. Probably, you can start filling each day with a smile.Learn to be a child again. Appreciate simple things that comes your way. Be thankful on each abundant blessings, a mentor shares. Have a Child Like-Joy that overwhelms your soul, that gives warmth in your mind, that relaxes your body and soul. Do things without thinking intellectually that makes you happy and complete. Make each day as it was your last. Value the things that gives you pleasure. Be compassionate and be loving to people whom you care a lot. Remember to express how much she/he is important in your life. You can start it now. Be a Child within, it's the only way to open the gate in heaven, be Innocent and feel the love of people around you. Be humble and enjoy the wonderful creations, God made for us. Listen to your heart beats, feel the wave of the sea, look at the blue sky above, smell the flowers everyday, smile whenever you feel like doing it. Fill your heart with joy, even you grew older, you will be wiser because you have a heart of a child. You will always feel beautiful and young all the time and all your life. That's the way it should be and God wants it to be.

Sadness felt Without the Little Angel

Whenever I went home from a 24Hour Duty, I have freebies, I'll bring a long just to give it to our little angel tintin, she is like my daughter, she's the daughter of my bestfriend. I miss the days, when she embrace me so tight, kiss me and called me "ninang ", the way we watched dora, kungfu panda, urdujah and spongebob in YOUTUBE, how persistent she is to listen to the headset and how wonderful she can danced to "giling giling in wowwee at channel 2. All I can hear is her voices, how I love if I make her cry if I won't give the toy or things she wants..Definitely, I can't tolerate her all the time. Even, my mom is quite stubborn tolerating all our angel wants, of course her grandma always agrees. But, still the decisions, comes to her real mom ,marian. While ago, my mother told me that our little angel called, and I caught her almost crying. I see in my mother's eye. How she missed the child? her children is all Bachelors that's why we can't really give her grand son or grand daughter. That's why, all her attention is really focused on that child and she's the one who take care of that child since she was born and until now she's two year's old, my mom raises her up. Primarily, the child wants everyday to go in our House. But, sadly, arguments comes out with her mother and her Brother that the reason, the little child is living far away from us.I'm missing the little angel, but, life goes on, she will always on our hearts and she will always be my little angel. Her Birth gives my mother strength to be happy again and continue to all her struggles in Life. She's been a source of our joy during our darkness hours when our financial status sunk down into wilderness. She is sent by our dear Lord to cheer us, inspired us and help us to overcome our difficulties and she did erased the fights and she sew the hatred into love, she lighten our days....our little angel is around the corner, she will be here and my mom will laughed again and I'll smile with a warmth embrace. Love you my little angel tintin.

Can I managed a New Role?

Each man carries a role in one's life. One can play any role he/she wants. No matter how difficult it can be. You are the master of a real drama in your Life. You are the Engineer of your own building. Oftentimes, you are confused , if you can handle or ignore the position you are meant to have. But, as you handle and encounter another experience , you became depressed or either excited to achieved something that is not for you. You easily go blinded , to step on another field but learning to reflect and watch for your actions are the key to strengthen the goal you really want to have. It doesn't matter if you can performed or not, but, what matter's most is you finished it with pure heart, integrity and dignity. Managing a Role entails a lot of responsibility and sacrifices, if you are willing to take all the risk and accept the willingness of heart, you can handle those challenges. With Hope and Faith in God, You can stand , be brave to face all the trials. Even how many failures and pain's you undergo, as long as you have the faith in God and will to move on. Believe in yourself that you are wonderful and you can create your life fabulously. Everything will fall on the right place as God intended to be.

On my Behalf I carry a Heart

Learning to feel one's emotions, takes a lot of wisdom in determining one's heart and one's goodness. One carry a soul that comforts and heals the pain, some carry a heart that encourage to love again and some carry it with hope that someday you will meet the right man/woman for you.... On my behalf I carry a Heart, a sincere and truthful heart promising to care, love wholeheartedly and be faithful 'till eternity. You longed for compassion and the will to survive , to continue to hope that your love will grow, that each moment will be filled with happiness ad each steps will be a memory be remembered as a joyful and wonderful experience. I've known you, even for a while. I know, you have a good soul and I believe that you won't hurt me the way other's did. On your behalf , I thank you for finding me and I'll always cherished you for making our both world's near and reconnected. With all the pain, stressful works and tears, I only wished I can be the one who can swept all the sad memories you've been....as we take another step , a new chapter of our life, may our friendship , care and love dwells and grow each day as we let each other know our uniqueness of race and culture.. I offered a Heart for you and for your child , may each day be fruitful and filled with love and faith in God..May our journey together be directed with goodness of our almighty Father in Heaven.

For a Genuine Friendship

Whoever finds a faithful and true Friend is a miracle manifested in life. A wonderful encounter of a genuine person who dwells with truth,goodness, love, compassion and care. From beginning to end, I met people in different walks of life. Oftentimes, I encounter them on the roads, I help them and befriend them. While other's , I met them online that marks and leave traces in my heart, that touches and gives me lessons to linger in my mind to continue to give hope, laughter and courage to every person I met even within the vicinity of the port, the mall, the street or in the web. I turn my consolation , to people I value who gives me a wonderful meaning in my life. Friends who left marks in my heart that forever be valued and remembered. I discovered a love that is treasured beyond the sparkles of gold and even as delicate as a wine taste, I open up a treasure chest of brilliant and wonderful people who understands my emotions, who accepts me for what I am, who listen to my tantrums and to my different attitudes, who comforts and give me joy when my heart is broken into pieces. I glorified the gift of genuine friendship with joy in my heart. I thrilled each moment, I'm with them and I'll forever cherished each step we make as we journey our sisterly and brotherly friendship. I sheltered a Friend , I sheltered there love,care and loyalty. I'll treasured it in my heart. I Thank thee for them...

Moving another Chapter of my Faith

Can I predict what will happen for the future? Can I state a particular moment which I feel glorified or be the saddest moment in my life? the answer is NO, I can't.Because I could only read the signs and dreams I have. But, do I really need to watched and listen to the voices that whispering into my ears, or my doubts and fear will prevail or my faith in our dear Lord will stand most in high. I believe in God, and I know everything will be good as directed to his will, on his time, on his abundance blessings , thy will be done according to his goodness. Moving another chapter in my life,is quite exciting, nervous, scary, mixed emotions of sadness and joy but whatever emotions I felt. My faith still stand strong and in believing that I'll be living and working in another country and that his goodness will prevail and all his plans for me will be good according to his will and love. A new blaze of trail., I'll be heading, another journey to unknown place wherein I hope this time, I will be happy , fulfilled with hope , contentment and love. May the Good and loving Father in Heaven bless and direct my way....May he strengthen my faith and walked towards his path.. Thank you our Father for everything , Thank you for all the love and guidance my God, Almighty.

Oppurtunity knocks Once, they oftenly says!

Chances in this World, is quite filled with consequences and a lot of Trial & Errors, you win some and you lose some, you gambled and taken the risk,you make your decisions and be tough with it. You hold your own key on your hand, you lift your own wings and you continue your flight where your destiny holds you. You chooses to be strong and having the faith in your own wheel of Life. You tried to be independent and stand on your integrity and soon, you'll win the battle. You are cautious and careful not to ruined yourself , that you allow to insist and persist what your mind and heart tells you. You have the power to lighten up your goals and values. You wished to achieved everthing, your heart desires. You carry a soul filled with confidence and Faith in God, as I let the good Lord plan for my life, Oppurtunity knocks only once, as people says. Either you GO or STOP on the intersection,as you can deal with your own cards, either you take another card or stop the game you play. You can give another shot to play around and be the captain of the deck., or pull down your cards and go back Home. I'm puzzled with the chances of working in another country, Can I hold it back or ignore, or can I continue and try to live my life independently with the Lord's guidance. I have the key in my hand, may I open the door with guidance and good goals parades my way by our dear Lord's settings.

Dining with a Tough Friend

Learning her attitude makes me oftenly disturbed on how could I act towards her. She has a beautiful face, she is carrying a baby and that makes her vulnerable to fatigue but still her views about life and all her opinions still bursting with confidence and strong appeal. A woman, with courage, facing by herself with her husband away working in the sea and with his son on her in-laws. I’m proud of her, for her distinct and tough character and most of all for a loving mom. She’s fond of her friends, with her talkativenss, being so friendly and fun to be with. Though, sometimes she had a delicate attitude that makes me different fro her. I’ve dine with the Quarantine Doctor, his a sweet, timid, straight and responsible boss. He honors and love his parents, his one of a kind. A person whose responsibility to his worked is much valued. He knows how to sacrifice and be a sincere friend that let him loved by his subordinates. They have both various characteristics that makes them lift their own personality. I’m happy to be dined with this guys, learning their real friendship, enjoying each conversation makes the whole duty of 24 Hours complete.

Cherishing a Loving Lady Doctor

Its a blessing having and knowing her. Once, I dreamed that I'll met a wonderful person near the boulevard, I know deep in my heart and to my intuition that I'll be sharing my life with that particular person, but, I have never expected that she will be so close and she will be touching my heart. Teaching me lessons in life , love , work , family and friends. I've learned that never trust a person too much, never open your heart until you know his/her soul,you can see it into their eyes, if their heart is gold or coal. Think first before you decide, each situations and scenario are different from another, new answers are made, new alternatives are taken. She told me never stop achieving your dreams, your goal in life.Value the things that makes you happy, remember to asked God's help all the time because he is good and he love us unconditionally. I admired her compassion, love and care she given to her 4kids and her husband. She taught me to dwell and learned to accept the weakness of your loved one, you need to encouraged and help the person to know her strength and developed the skills a person has. Never estimate or judged a person according to his/her appearance. Always be humble and be kind to strangers. You can might never knew whom you can bumped on. Listen before you speak, you need to practice the art of listening, that's one of the thing I learned. We are both talkative , so we need to slow down a little. That's what I missed about her. A lot of insight and wisdom she imparted to me. The kindness, love, care and support are outstanding and touching that I cared so much about her. I appreciated and love her so much, she's like a Mother to me, my second mom, with her wonderful position in life, her humble ways despite her supervisory position, she touched a lot people through her love and care. I'll never forget her. I cherished every 24 duty we had, her smile that makes my day brighter, her moments of laughter and tears seems so delighted and worth my journey in life. Some people doesn't like her, they ignored her quite some time, but, some noticed my lady doctor because they needed her. The sad part, people smiles at you,likes you because she can gained a lot from you but after a while, they forgotten all your kindness and efforts. Oftentimes, That's the people living here in this World. However, I'm glad that I met her. I thanked Our providence for knowing her even in a short period of time, we been together. I have learned a lot from her, we might seem rebelious on other eye's but for me she's one of my Angels. Thank you for sharing your life to me, for all the love , the great friendship , care, support and for everything. Happiness is seen into a woman whose heart filled with kindness and joy. May you filled with love, hope and peace of mind. Remember, to smell the flowers each day and thank the Lord for all the blessings she gave. I'll be missing you, you will always be in my heart....mami pi....thank you...

Two years of Silent Friendship

Years had passed by so fast, that I learned to cherished you so much. I never thought I've known you so well and I understand your unique ways and your indifferent attitude that puzzled me each day. You let me in, In your Own world even I can't fully comprehend your simple gestures but I valued you for giving me the gift of true friendship. Your extraordinary actions that amazed me, your addiction in books that influences me and make me crazy upon seeing and touring the big bookstore houses. I can't imagined will be separating our ways for 2 years, we stayed together on our duties, we comfort each other even when were sick and even if we have tension headache, we learn to share and care for each other, as our friendship grows each days.I've accepted the real you , the odd ways you listen to your mp4's the silent mode we had on the air of our duties that even others may say, that we have our own World. Whatever what they say, they can't matched the calmness of my heart, the real care you shown,is much appreciated and I valued you even more. you been my sister more each day. while, others,can't figure out your moods, just remain unchanged,the pure heart you've shown, the loving ways you done for your family and friends, the punctuality at work , your being so responsible beyond compared, the goodness of your heart ,may forever be true and innocent still.Until, our duty meet again, May you express the way you feel, may your opinions spranged to the open doors, without doubt but with confidence and faith.Learn to be yourself, know yourself more, mingle to others and don't be afraid to open your heart. Don't let anyone ,pull you down, if you feel alone, ill be here for you.If the world doesn't understand you, I'm here to listen. May you speak with love and braveness of heart. No one can hurt you,unless you let them. So, be careful in trusting but still believe in the power of love and friendship. I learned a lot from you, I learned to think first and safety myself before I act and do such decisions and think before I speak so I wont hurt anyone or offended anyone. I'm happy and blessed I've known you michelle. Be brave girl and I wished someday you'll find the right man for you..the one deserving for your kindness and sincere heart of gold. May you find your Daniel in stargate and your harry potter of you life, your prince will come, just believe in your heart and have faith.

The Travelling Pen

I wonder how a black clouds formed during a storm. As I traveled Home from a 24Hour Duty. A gloomy, Rainy Tuesday fills the air with sleepy eyesight and I want to cradle and lie on my bed the whole day. A traffic jam flashed my seen towards the intersection as I stare a white sky that tried to blink on my bus window. I imagined people who doesn’t have descent home during this stormy season. The cold, clammy hands who lingers a warmth place to live-in. Do they have enough food supply to last for a week or even a single day. As I walked, to an over passed which flooded by water , that my wet shoes feels like water is overflowing in my socks. But, I continue to Thank God for this wonderful day and praying for those poor people on the sidewalks that they may surpass this water flooding day, my sleepy eyes still focused on my writings as I burst all the words inside my head. I longed to see my loved ones because I wanted to stay , talked and embraced my pillow with this cold time seasons. Can a red hood jacket protects me from a stormy hard rain and wind. I sighed, I think , No it can’t. but I need to park my pen. I’m beyond my stop point. As I watched the fast speed colors of the bus code. I have glee in my heart that I have sign and part my pen again
9:40am Off NAIA Duty
August 7,2007

A Romantic Soul

A sweet amiable romantic soul like me believes in everything when it comes, to love, I believe that each people here on earth has their own partner whom they share one’s life, it’s destiny that one finds his soul connection, it’s one’s choice to make it stronger and last forever , true love comes if your real to yourself , your willing to be faithful , to surrender, to commit and to sacrifice everything you had to see the one you love happy,. Even it takes a lot of tears and risks to feel true love. Once, a love story untold, one wished a happy ending, all lady wants to achieved and feel the esctacy of truly falling in love head over heels to a prince she dreamt of all of her life. Maybe, I’m one of those well-wishers, hoping someday ,my wished of a man will come true, he will be knocking and I’ll give my heart as true , pure as a gold… that all my loneliness will eludes and romantic dream , a sweet dream be reality.

Emptying Our Hearts to feel the Unconditional Love

God often empties our hands to feel our heart's ,to listen and pause for silence , to linger that there is a superior Holy Spirit that binds us to keep life going, to reach the boundaries of being human, that no matter how many ladder we step , how many races we lose, how many deep pits we fall, there is a greater unconditional love which magnets us to bring closer to the one who creates us. Its our Lord, our Dear Providence who works mysteriously in our lives.

Journey of Your Heart

You need to forsee yourself attaining the goal your heart's desire, what's important is you felt glad choosing the path you really want,even if circumstances comes that you failed and never get the things or dream you wished. Atleast, you tried and done your best. It's not what if or I can't. You should follow what's in your heart, of course you used your mind to think what's best for you. But, never listen to what other's dictates you. It's your happiness you don't owe them anything. It's your decision , it's your own life , its your own risks to be sad or to be joyful because life is too short to listen to other's opinions. You may not get the dream you longed for, but, you given a good fight,in the end, its the acceptance of one person that leads your heart to another journey that you deserve , that had already planned from above only for you, that awaits you to seek and just simply say thank you cause all along its been there. Written-April6,07,Inspired by Dra.Pilar Dela Rosa

5 Steps:Remedy of Depression

A simple solution: The first step is to know the Origin or where it coming from,Ask Yourself: why am I depressed? Second: Accept the fact that it happened. sometimes things happen for a reason, you might never knew it but it did. Don't fight with the inevitable situation.Third: Solved the Scenario. You don't need to lie in the couch for the whole week, if you can't solved it. Remember time passes by, All wounds and all pains surpasses and the clock always ticks. There's a brand new day ahead of you.Fourth: Pray and be Positive. Life Continues, every drop of your tears there's an Angel sent by God to calm you down, give you peace and comforts you. No matter what the outcome will be, you have your families and Friends to keep you standing up to fight in turmoil World. Fifth Steps: Give a Smile to everyone. Even if they can't give it back to you ,I'm positive it can change your outlook in Life. A positive energy will flow to your system. Believe me. You can send me message,if you want to talked about anything. I can be your Friend.